Everyone thinks im this kinda hardcore gangsta kid but inside im not, i wish everyone cold get along with eachother and people werent so stupid. The reson people think im all hardcore is cuz i got kicked out of my last school for selling pot and i was going to stab my friend cuz he didnt think id do it. I hate fighting really but when people act stupid i just go apeshit and kick the shit out of them but really inside after i feel bad. One thing that makes me mad is when people ask the same thing over and over again...theres this kid at school that repeatedly asks me for smokes and calls my gf a whore(but idc cuz she is, well i kinda care but whatever she said no tto do anything) and then when i say no he'll say thinkgs like pleeeeeeaaaase man be cool. and then he'll grab my bag and call me a bitch n stuff. Now the reson hes not dead yet is because i allready got kicked out in gr 9 and now i got no more schools to go to if i get kicked out of this one. Im really considering smashing his face in with a hammer 2marrow because hes just soo annoying and he thinks hes cool... I just really dont want to smack this kid in the head 2marrow but i also dont want people to start to think im a bitch cause there already starting because him grabbing my bag and shit is on going. My girlfriend said not to do anything and she'd get people after him but i said no because id get more satisfaction if i did it myself. I think my best bet would be to find out where he lives and knock on his door and the summer and crack him. (that way i dont get kicked out of school) and this kid thinks hes all hot shit g so if he snitches on me for putting him in the hospital im going to murder him cuz hemakes me that mad. Overall its a lose-lose situation. either im a bitch and people try to take my shit or i put this kid in ER and tell him to stfu and then proably go to juvi. (ps this kid has some kind of mental problem i think, or hes just really dumb) But hes making me look like a fuckin goof and im hating it i should have killed him already. Sorry if it doesnt make sense but i was high on DXM when i wrote this and then i did a bowl about half way through LMFAO
just do little things to get him back. stick your fingers down your sweaty ass crack one day and shove it in his face while its still moist haha
Wtf? That wrapped up, eh? Who gives a fuck what people think, what matters is how you feel when you lay your head on your pillow. Nobody dictates your feelings at that point, unless you let them. Wanna be strong? Then be the bigger man.
well i forgot my hammer at home but its okay cuz he wasnt at school anyways, and im in a better mood now cuz i just got fucked 4 my b-day (y)
Stop acting like a gangster faggot. Just beat up whoever you have to beat up. Shit happens. Then it's all cool.
Yeah its all cool until you cant go to school, you turn 18 and work at mcdonalds because you beat up a a guy youll never see again.
Wait so let me get this straight. you wish everyone would get along but you were contemplating stabbing your friend? you're a great friend. but if you really want the kid to shut the fuck up just ignore him all he wants is to annoy you. I would suggest looking into some anger mangement treatment too because if you get satisfaction out of hurting people then thats not a good sign.
your story makes no sense to me.. everyone thinks your a hardcore gangster but now they think your a fag for taking shit from a mentally ill person? also you were "gonna stab your friend" but you wont beat up some kid? i agree with the first person on this page stop acting like a gangster faggot cause your clearly full of shit. you know you werent gonna stab your friend or hit a kid in the face with the hammer. your not fooling anyone, forums are to speak your mind and tell the truth. not fake some personality and come up with a new identity so someother guy reading this on the other side of the world can think your tough. dude. grow up. -In the very rare case that this is all serious and your not being a poser faggot, id say shut the fuck up and suck it up if he really has mental problems, if he doesnt, beat him up after school out of school. i got into a fight last week out of school and didnt get in trouble at all.. youll be fine
lol man, your all good... you just got control issues, in controlling yourself... you gotta learn, that people like to judge and jump to conclusions in life, and thats just how it is, you cant really change that. as for your "friend" hes just a FIEND man, hes just using you cause he cant get his own, fuck him. now, if you really care so much waht people think, quit doing things attribited to being this hardcore gangster kid, afterall you said thats not who you are anyway right? right. you take me seriously too buddy, ive been there done that, other people aren't worth worrying about, all you got is yourself... peace.
