High school..now i kinda miss it lol

I just went on facebook just a while ago, seems that's the new thing now and not myspace? Havn't been on facebook in 2 years.

Anyway, i'm seeing all the people i went to high school with, and all the pictures of everybody in school. Everyone now is off at college and stuff. The girl i used to like in high school is now married. It was like a trip down memory lane.

Now that i see i kinda was a loser, we used to skip school( me and a couple other boys ) to go smoke weed, leaving school early, write fake passes to get into the gym to play basketball, LOL.

I feel like i didn't enjoy high school like i should have, now i kind of miss it. I was fairly anti-social with those out of my immediate circle, and i was just a little badass, always getting into trouble to be "Cool". How dumb.

12th grade year was when i really started to smoke weed, and I kinda fell off with my school work. I got lazy, was popping pills in class ( not really that much though ), those were the days when i was a sleeper with weed...i wouldn't be paying attention, never aware. Now i've taught myself to be aware and stay awake and even socialize a LOT more with weed, to the point where it's really fun, but that's a different story for another time.

I ended up passing all my classes but failing just 1 English..and damn was he strict..gave us a ton of work ( he said that's prepare us for college ).., i ended failing both semesters and didn't graduate on stage with my class ( and really didn't care ). So I had to take a summer school course ( which was actually fun, we never did any work for real and always went outside to smoke weed, yea everyday lol ).

Now my eyes are open, I've gotten into so much more shit from being out of school, and experienced a LOT......i told myself i would just take 1 year off high school, you know a break before i go to college...damn , some of my high school friends cut me off, i ended up catching driving charges, smoking weed all the time..didn't care about anything really, hung out with the wrong people, sniffed dope a couple of times after i used to sell it ( please guys, please PLEASE do NOT fuck with dope...that is a drug like no other and will literally grab you by the throat and pull you in and tear your life to shreds, i've seen it happen to people....luckily i stopped before i formed any type of habit. )

It was like I was a follower. I wish i could just go deep in my memories and look at all the stuff i've been through. Sometimes i wish i could just relive like a week or two in high school with what i know now. I know there is nothing i can do about it now..and high school was just an experience. I guess you just live and learn.\

I'm not blaming anything on weed...weed is great lol, actually i'm glad i did start smoking weed, it's the best thing to ever happen to me really. My point is high school was awesome, and i should have really enjoyed it while i had the chance. As for college, there really is no point now, seeing how the economic crisis is only going to get worse and would be a complete waste of time, and that's also another story for another time.

Yea but those were the days..high school, where everything was much simpler . It's like time goes by so fast but you just don't notice it until it passes.

To all those still in high school..enjoy it..seriously make the best of it. Cause your going to look back at high school when you get older.

Yea, i had to vent...i like it on hipforums, especially the stonerlounge, you guys are some cool peoples and like speaking my mind on here.

 

I feel like you're an older version of me lol

 

dude i'm graduating tomorow night

 

sweet. your probally excited as shit to just gtfo of school. Probally want to just snatch the diploma off stage and just leave out the door lol. It is sweet when you don't have to wake up every morning at 5 o clock to go to school. Beats working a shitty job though. I'm about to get into construction trade.

 

eh, its kinda depressing, but really exciting.. probably cause im going to college which i think will be 100 times better than high school

 

Facebook is totally the new myspace.. the only thing i dislike about facebook is they do not let artists post songs on their pages.. it would be nice if Band profiles at least had media players embedded

 

I fucking hated high school.



I really identified with my teacher back in boarding school when he said that it was a chore to just get through high school.


I didn't enjoy it, and now I'm on to bigger and better things.


Fuck high school.

 

to the OP. Dude you sound EXACTLY like my older brother. Same age I think too. He wasted his life from like 18-24. But now he has a baby, a gf, a great new life. You know why. He stopped smoking pot, started reading, and got on with his life. I'm not telling you to quit smoking, I don't care what you do, but it DOES kill your drive and ambition, thats a fact.

 

P.S- Don't go on facebook if you wanna feel better. It's fucking garbage. Just chill here with all these cool people. HF's rules.

 

It's not a fact at all. I want to learn programming, but i couldn't do it when i was smoking every day for the simple reason that weed affects your memory. I had just as much ambition and drive than i ever would. Sure weed makes you tired, but it doesn't affect your laziness unless you let it.