lost 2 years of my teen years...

by getting wayyyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooo waaaaaaaaaaasted in my junior/senior year of high school. now it seems like my charisma/confidence just isn't there anymore, unless i'm wasted. i can't even relax unless i'm drunk me. it scares me, was my super alcohol addiction killing my growth?

 

you killed many many brain cells
your stuck now

 

You will die for liver failure.

Might as well off yourself now and save yourself the pain.

 

Getting shitfaced all the time is... welll...shit.
Seriously u'll NEVER catch that elated "hit" from alcohol that u prob had the first few times.

U'll find it alot harder to socialise pissed out of your head all the time, than if u just have a bit or stay sober.Sounds like u need to hone social skills thro keeping your head on a night out.

As for growth, eat well inc protein, exercise, fresh air, sleep etc.And u'll reach your expected height.

 

That sux. I hae too much motivation problems with school as it is, gettin wasted all the time would just fuck me over way more than i need to be.

 

quit chasing the past

like my old man always said,

'the answer is at the bottom'

 

Seriously though suicide is where it's at.

 

Theres also a bunch of backwash at the bottom.

 

that all?

 

"mckarkies has a little shameless behavior in the past."

i found it hilariously appropriate for the thread subject.