whats so hard to believe?

why do u guys find it so easy to believe that so many of you are into peace and love--but find it hard to believe that a tough guy can be in the mix? hell im not going into my history cas u wont believe it anyway--but ive paid for my bad karma with suffering most of u wouldnt believe--just last year i od'd and was inn a 5 day coma and i looked peaceful hooked up to the resperator but i was awake and suffering the tortures of the damned---i ipaid for alot of shit during those 5 days plus all the other pain ive experienced--im not trying to make enemies but have already made some anyway--but also made 2 cool girlfriends so i guess shit evens out--ill try to tone it down but i am what i am and taking mucho acid shrooms and mescaline doesnt automatically make you a good peaceful person--gotta throw in massive ammts of speed and alcohol and hanging with bikers to read me right--anyway this is the best i can do for apology and i apologize if ive insulted or hurt feelings out there--really ill try to be on my best behaviour from now on--i find this place mostly interesting--but im different and i thought hipforum could embrace alternative realities even if they dont conform with the norm-----thats all

 

It's cool. I don't really know you, but I could really care less if you're a "tough guy" or not, as long as you bring positivity and helpful information to the forums.

I'm far from being a "tough guy", myself, but I also don't pretend to be into all the peace and love bullshit. lol Peace is a myth and love is rare, so give me the drugs:sifone: haha

 

im thinking we once again have a confused newb on our hands lol..

so where are all these folks all into peace and love on these forums??lol

 

i guess i get along with just about everyone because i know there's a few things which are universal to all people.race,gender,religion,lifestyle non of that really matters to me when it comes right down to it.rich or poor .there's things that matter to everyone.maybe this isn't true but it works for me.

 

Most people on here are cool as fuck. It's very rare that I meet someone on here who I don't get along with.

 

i admit im a newbe--to this form but not to lifes experiences---so im willing to be schooled in the ways of hipforum---and ill do my best to be respectful to all--believe it or not i have alot to offer--im looking for the thread from the guy who wants to come down with the minimum pain of WD-----give a chance and youll be repaid in full-- i have good reps on other forums--not really ann excuse but ive been xanaxed and alcoholed out all week--can we GIVE Peace a chance?

 

You seem like a cool guy. I haven't seen too many of your posts though. Either way, welcome to the forums.

PS-Throw me some xanax haha

 

--LOL----im on vikes for the next ten days then a week sober then soma kpin and xanax all at once--ill make sure i have someone over my shoulder during those 10 days---dont wanna be banned this soon---Peace

 

i'm all into love

 

lol Dude, I've been banned from HF quite a few times.

Back in my xanax days, I used to be too fukt up for people to be able to read my posts, so nobody really got offended by anything I said. haha Of course, I was eating them like candy, in those days.

 

It sounds like you've planned your drug use in advance. uh? is this prescription or something? In any case it sounds like you're using the more dangerous drugs in large quantities and regularly. You've just said that it caused hell for you yet you continue to do it. Are you addicted? Are you trying to stop? Do you just not give a shit because you're a "tough guy?"

I'm not your mother and wont' tell you how to live your life, but I will offer some advice. Take it or leave it, you'll do whatever you'll do, but I would advise you to stop taking drugs. Seriously, it sounds like you're in a bad situation with that. Especially the alcohol and Xanax - if you get too addicted to depressants like those then decide you want to quit you can actually die from the withdrawal, that is if the drugs don't kill you before that point. You won't be so tough when you're lying in a casket, know what I mean?

I dont' mean to be rude. You seem like you're trying to be friendly and not step on any toes so I'm doing my best to do the same. But I can't help but cringe when I read what your'e doing to yourself. I feel like I've gotta say something.

Good luck with your life however you decide to proceed.

 

i get 60 xanax a month and for the next 2 months 60 kpin too plus 90 soma and 60 vikes all prescribed--i give them to family to hold so i take either 6 vikes a day or 6 soma plus 6 kpin or 6 xanax a day---soo the kpin are gonna run out soon but i can handle 6 xanax and 6 soma a day and its not being tough thats the ammt it takes to make me feel good--and with that ammt i dont get into trouble--i dont drink when i have the soma but last week i had the xanax without soma so i drank with them and got in trouble--so im on benzo about 10 days a month not long enough to get addicted--i know about the horrors o WD from benzo and i wont put myself through that--but thanks for your concern--but ii doubt ill ever quit drugs im about to get on medical MJ and hopefully that will cut down my drug use--but the shit is so expensive and not covered by insurence---so just wish me luck for the next few months then ill be a decent pot head with just the occasional pill and will be loved by all--LOL

 

I hate soma. They've never really done anything for me. I ate 12 350mg somas one day and all it did was give me some freaky body tremors, with no positive effects. Since then, I've never taken any more of them.

That's just me though. I know a lot of people who absolutely love soma.

 

Soma = headache
Weed = the best drug of all!

 

hey mastercylinder,

why are you apologizing? as far as I am concerned you're a normal member of this forum, and all your posts i've read and responded to thus far have been interesting and informative.

for me, this forum is a place to ask questions if I have them, and to help answer the questions of those newer to opiate use than I am. it is also a place where I can be myself, because as many of you probably do, I have to conceal my opiate use from the people closest to me in my life.

as an addict (I freely admit that I am physically and psychologically addicted to opiates, especially OC and dilaudid) I also use these forums to help my psyche when I am withdrawing and when I am considering "taking a break" (I'd say quitting but that is never realistic for me because I need my pills for chronic pain and my doctors will keep prescribing it and i'll keep taking it, even if I try to quit for a period of time)

Anyway what I'm trying to say is, everyone has his/her own reason for posting on this forum, but as long as everyone stays cordial and friendly (within reason of course because it is always fun to laugh at the kids who come on here and ask about "how to take vikoden i gets from this guy I know" lol) and helps provide information that is correct and helpful to each other, thats all that matters.

Keep posting and forget whatever criticism made you start this thread.

 

mastercylinder a.k.a Rock is a good guy people... he is hard as fuck and his stories will make you laugh. :cheers2: Rock.

 

mastercylinder you seem like a real good dude. like you i am new to this forum and i got to say i love it. there is so much information available in these threads, and most of the people seem like really good people that are just struggling with the same things that i am. verisimilitude i really enjoy your threads on here you seem very knowledgeable and you always want to help the miss informed, thank you for that we dont need these kids od'ing on here

 

ya im a get peace, and give peace kinda person
an over reaction here or there, but mostly peaceful lol

however, welcome to HF, looks like u will get along great here :>
& remember u dont need drugs to know that 'u got brothers and sisters who care' in hipforums

in short the rules are dont ask where to get drugs, and dont start conflicts
just follow those and your all good

 

alright, I just read over this thread again and I'm still trying to figure out what the OP is apologizing for. did someone start flaming you in another thread? did you post something inflammatory somewhere else and have the moderators come down hard on you? Whats the deal bro? As far as I can tell you haven't done anything that would make me think you don't belong here. I've been out of touch for a while so returning to the forums I've been seeing a lot of your posts (speaking to mastercylinder here) and they've all been decent. Also, you've been really active on the forum and I like that: we need more people like you who will post a lot and keep the forum moving.

Plus, what is hipforums but a place where people from totally different backgrounds and with totally different lives can come together and discuss the things they have in common? hipforums was created to be a place of peace and tolerance where all people are accepted, except for those who are too self-righteous to understand that everyone deserves respect who gives respect in return.

I am proud to be a member of this type of a community because they hardly ever exist in the real world.

 

another thread where i was fucked up on xanax and alcohol and being kinda a dick but hey thats me sometimes--usually on refill day and every other word was fuck this fuck u fuck that fuck the police and got almost banned guess they deleted the whole thread any way thats past and refill day isnt till the 20th so i dont forsee any problems till then