Further Down the Rabbit Hole

my only expirience with dmt is with ayahuasca, never dmt alone. but i would speak very highly of it to someone like you desos. it isnt so much a reintegration with the source (though that potential is there i feel) it is an effective way of pericing the veil.
you know, iv heard about the spirit world my whole life, and people paint this imagery with stories and wonder...but its quite different than what i ever could have imagined. very real, infinatly vast, independant of our awarness.

how to describe...there are aspects of the trip generated by the mind, and aspects that are not. for me the difference was quite clear. usually in the begining, on the come up i would become aware of this other realm through sound. the sounds of individual entities, deafining at times. i learned that they are always around, but we are unable to sence them most of the time. and even if one does, the kinds of spirits we find on our planet or around us are such a small group in an infinate network.
its like how we find certain animals in the jungle, who would never live in the desert. and in the desert there are unique animals that would never go to the tundra. we all as individuals have our own "spiritual climate" so to say, and our species as well has a kind of climate, that some are attracted to, others are not.....but i found with something like ayahuasca i was encountering entities that would normally be uninterested in me personally or even life on earth, because of the increadible amounts of energy that were being worked with (my more intence ceremonies) they are drawn to it like a moth to a flame.
most of the time i simply realized that this was happening but usually spirit contact remained on the outer edge of my expiriences. i was always too busy cleasing and healing myself to really investigate or invite communion. though communion was somtimes instigated by them, and always for my own good.

theres so much more to it than that though. i think you could drink ayahuasca for years and never encounter spirits. there is just so much happening

 

My last experience when i reached the spirit world i became one with the one, and i was just one, i was completely alone, there no other spirits or entities or anything i was completely alone, i was awake. anyone else reach a state like this?

 

the thing is, for me... whenever i 'pierce the veil' it isn't just a little bit. it is all the fucking way. so it's really a massive commitment for me to do something like this.

the strange thing is, i have this amazing ability to just drop everything that is happening in this life and mostly everything related to my karma in order to enter extradimensional realms. sometimes i don't even have a choice. i can't really 'work on myself' in the sense of my self in this world, because i just get torn away at such an insane pace that it is impossible to remember who i even am. i can work on myself, astrally though.

i don't know. i feel as if i have some things i need to resolve in this life first. extradimensional realms intimidate me. so think i'll avoid them, atleast for a little while. there is really a whole lot out there, and we need to have an extremely strong foundation to work from first if we really want to see it all.

 

you and i seem very similar in alot of ways. i do feel what your saying, andd its refreshing for me to read your posts

 

yeah man, on mushrooms and DPT. You become the entire universe.

 

Then the day comes when you get to smoke DMT.

 

just waiting for the right time. something tells me its gonna be this week coming up.

 

Good for you man! Things are never the same after DMT. Not in the way that things are never the same after anything but you know what I mean.

 

hahaha

 

This is super cereal dood. Take heed on your next mushroom trip

P.S. No, for real. This is serious.

 

Yeah I broke through on DMT for the first time last weekend, not an insanely strong trip I wanted to just break through. Immediately afterwards I felt more in touch with everyone around me and more present in the now than ever before. Even now I still feel that way, it was such a cleansing experience.