whats so hard to believe?

the only time i have seen you go off is in random thoughts which begs the question why did you post your apology here and not there?

none of those fuckers come to this forum.

kinda defeats the purpose of a apology unless of course you wanted what your getting here which is everyone saying they have never seen you do anything bad.

which again defeats the purpose of a apology.

maybe you should go to random thoughts and actually apologize to the people that its relevant too?

 

cas they closed the thread--and i mostly dont know what im doing--and i was on vikes so opiates seemed cool to me-----come on looking for people to say ive never seen u do anything bad---man that youd even think that just shows me how new i am here--and like you said i only went off one time on random thoughts so im done---and i definately havnt avoided random thoughts cas ive posted random thoughts---now i know things are more segregated so ill keep that in mind----but one apology per mistake even in the wrong thread is pretty much my limit-public apology you didnt see all the shit i dealt with on the rep point thread where personal messages were exchanged

 

ok, i get it now. no worries, we all post shit like that from time to time. and I see why you didn't post in the other thread if they closed it. also, I have no idea whats going on half the time lol. thats the best part of opies: im disconnected and free of earthly concerns without being totally braindead the way I am when I smoke pot.

 

hell yeah I vouch for Rock as well. Crazyiest mothafucker I ever met. And how Bill said, he has the most incredible stories, and so bizarre that they have to be true, no one would have the imagination to make that shit up. I got your back Rock :cheers2:

 

He definitely seems like a cool guy and that he'll fit in perfectly on these forums. I like him, personally, and I loof forward to seeing what he'll contribute to the forums.

You and I have some pretty crazy stories, ourselve, don't we, Kil0? haha

 

lol hell yeah man. your like my favorite member here, since like day 1. you and Versimilitude, Im glad to see him back here again.

 

You're one of my favorite members too man. Me, you, and Nick are the xanax gurus of the forums. haha I even liked you when you had your old username. haha That was back when you didn't believe me when I told you I ate 74 xanax bars one day. haha

You're mah boi, kil0, but to this day, I don't know your real name. Mine's Brian, if you didn't know.

 

^Lol, I was reading over old posts and just read that thread earlier today man. Where you start talking about how you just kept eating them cause you were so fucked up you didn't know how many you'd eaten.. And then K comes on with his old name saying you'd be dead if you'd eaten that many.

I'm thinking of the right post right man? The one where you say your mom was about to call the ER cause you were passed out and right as she was going to call them you got up and stumbled across the room and fell into something and shit?

I have a story like that actually. I was WDing hardcore, off a 200mg/day OC binge (raced through my month-long prescription in like 2 weeks of course. SO... I bought some 2mg Xanax XR from a friend. I think I bought 6 pills, and i took the first three and a half all in about 4 hours. Now, for you boys that might not seem like much but that was only the second time I'd ever taken more than .125mg of xanax at any one time. So lets just put it this way: combined with the weakness and fatigue from the opiate withdrawals plus 7mg xanax (I chewed it those XR's up of course, being the idiot that I am I wanted to get fucked up rather than just relieve the anxiety of withdrawal) had me totally out of my mind.

I was slurring my speech, I couldn't walk straight, I tried to take a shower but left my glasses on while I was in the shower and fell asleep until the water turned cold and I slipped and fell onto the bathroom floor and broke my glasses in half and just left them on the floor and got up and got into bed soaking wet and promptly passed out there.

Woke up like 5hrs later, naked, soaking wet, no glasses, wondering What in the mother of all fucks had happened.

Awesome.

BTW, both you TopNotch, and you kil0 are two of my favorites as well.

I was worried that after being gone for a few months you guys might be gone like what happened to Relayer and a couple other good guys. Long story short, I was pleased to find you both here and posting.

Peace.

-V

 

see im real--lol--i have a warning cas ive been hooked on heroin methadone opiate pills---i had 2 close calls with fentanyl but didnt actually od and i was always so careful with heroin that i never OD on that either but i found an online pharmacy and they were selling Halcion which if you like xanax yud love Halcion but shipping was 35$ so you had to buy alot to make up for that shipping charge --and i had 120 Halcion and i dont remember shit except that i woke up in hospital my dad found me lying on the floor in my own puke--almost went out like Hendrix--andi was in a coma for 5 days b4 i woke up--this happened last August and it was the only time i ever OD'd and hospitalized in 30 years of drug addiction and it was on benzo--Halcion is just another benzo stronger but shorter acting than xanax--so be careful cas if benzo can take me out no ones safe--cant tell u how many pills i took though cas my Brother in law took what i had left---------------------

 

yeah Halicon is Triazolam and it is actually one of my favorite benzos. I got some from a friend's dad who takes it for sleep but only once in a while. Anyway I told my friend I was going through WD's and he wanted me to get clean so he told his dad he couldn't sleep and his dad gave him 10 .25mg halicon pills, you know the little blue ones scored in half? anyway, no other benzos really help with my withdrawal anxiety, they just make me retarded or asleep. (other than valium which does help, but it takes much higher doses 10mg valium helps me for a day, whereas 1mg of halicon helps me for a day) Anyway, I took just one of those 1/4mg Halicon pills after being clean from my 100-200mg daily OC habit (I may have scripts for all my pills but i'm still addicted, even if I am taking them for a legit reason) for two days and I didn't crave opiates and wasn't anxious about them for almost 5 hours. I felt like I was going to be fine and like I could kick my habit, no problem. No other benzo other than valium has come even close to helping me with WD's like this one.

Triazolam aka Halicon is the shit.

Wait, how many halicon did you take and how many milligrams were they? shiiit dude... you're nuts... A five day coma? fuuck. Glad you came out of it.

-V