my fucked up life.

it gets easier to talk about, the hard part is my words per minute. i am honest with myself, and i refuse to dwell on bad feelings, or things i cannot change. its a waste of energy.

i just see the world through a different lens, i see lines, trajectories, patterns in everything that others only notice when they are pointed out. it makes my brain feel fat.
oh noes! a tumor!

 

YOu can go into more depth, if you want to, because I'm not sure about everyone else, but I'd love to hear your stories. Lord knows, we all have our own pain, but the pain and the mistakes are sometimes the best things that can happen to you, because pain builds character and mistakes teach lessons.

On a sidenote.....my sister's name is Cassie

You sound like a very interesting person

Is Achaius your son?

 

Yeah, gotta respect the moms, it's true moms do know everything lol.

 

wak, shuttup, you dont sound spoilt, it just seems like this one event triggered some emotion, i think take a step back from your parents and there disagreements, because sometimes grownups need to vent, try to be a bandaid if anything, your dad maybe didnt let you cut the grass because you took xanax and for that, something was taken from you in return i dont know what xanax is, i've never tried it ( i dont know what it does) but spiritually maybe he's just watching out for you, and thats a way he shows you. dont challenge him to a fight he made you along side with your mother, dont let that shit tie you guys down, i let it and it hasnt been a good thing, im just trying to be the wik in the candle and be able to burn, haha sorry sometimes its hard making sence, just remember to vent, and dont be violent, thats one thing earth doesnt need, be smart:cheers2:

 

yes, _____________________ he was 'baby boy A' throughout my pregnancy. i think being the first one out played a role in his death, because i read an article that newborns who fail their first hearing test are more susceptible to SIDS, because of high blood pressure at birth damaging some sensor in the ear.

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my makeup is essentially irish german, but i was raised itallian, so go figure.

 

That's a pretty interesting little story. I mean, it sucks about your poppi dying, but the whole part about the picture falling is an obvious omen, and I think stuff like that is interesting.

My family, on my mom's side, has a pretty interesting history too. We actually have royalty in our family, way back when. We have a family crest, a family sword, and all that shit. It's interesting to find out about ancestors and whatnot.