hellp i need advice on insecurity!

Ok so like, first off I'm a straight edge guy, never got into drugs or alcohol. id be willing to try weed and psychs at some point, like im open to it, just i don't want it in my life right now. part of me wants to be clean, the other part of me thinks i need to experience this stuff. Never tried any drugs, ive never even smoked weed. I've drank a couple times with family but that's it. It's not that I'm opposed to it all, it's just that i just don't want to be a part of it all, and just don't want it in my life at this moment. I'm honestly sick and tired of peole who advocate pot like its necessary for you to be a peaceful, deep thinking person. Is it really necessary? Like this is where my insecurity comes in. I just feel kind of uncomftorable when people say they smoke weed, cuz I know that I have never tried it, and I just can't seem to accept that I don't do that stuff. Or like when someone says theyve done acid or shrooms, I just feel really insecure because I have never experienced something intense like that, and I just feel like my "unexpanded" man is just feeble in comparison to theres, and I just lose all recognition of how smart I may be, and just focus on how theyve tripped and i haven't. I also feel immature when I hear a friend or a girl I like say that they've done those things, because like.. i don't know.. I just feel like wow theyve experienced these very adult things, and have probably been through a lot more than I have. and whenever they talk about doing that kind of stuff, I just feel like yeah there doing stuff thats to mature for me. I really just get really nervous when i hear like a friend of a friend might be bringing pot over, cuz i know ill just get tempted, and i'm honestly really scared of what might happen, like i have no idea what to expect. but yeah like, when like i hear a girl i like say something about getting drunk or high, i just feel like im just this immature kid who hasn't experienced any of these adult things, and in many ways, I know this is bad, but I feel like people who have done that kind of stuff are just more wise, for the sole reason that they have experienced those kinds of things. Please take this seriously. I would respect you a lot if you did take this seriously. thanks. oh and.. my name... yeah that was a joke lol

 

Just be yourself...true friends will understand.

Stop worrying about stuff that doesn't really matter.

 

Learn how to meditate. You can clear your head and get rid of cultural brainwashing in a safer way through meditation. You don't need drugs man. Meditate. And I'm not sure about mudras and shit, just sit somewhere dark and get quiet. Focus on your breath as well as you can and keep bringing your attention to your breath when you have a thought, whatever it may be. You'll get stronger and better at it. Look online for more information, read what you can on it and then get to doing it.

You don't need drugs to free your mind.

 

I second this.