so i guess a cop heard stuff, (the cop that handled my case) that i been doing oxys (fuckin snitches) and he came over and gave me a big speech and it did make me think. so tomorrow im going to an NA meeting lol, what should i expect. i miss ocs
Seriously man, you know we've been cool for a while; so you can be certain that Im gonna give you 100% genuine advice to try to help you out as best as I can. For all my good friends here that have beeeeen proven they are a real nigga, or excuse my language, a Real person, meaning they have already established themselves as their own individual indentity, who can compehend reason, of course some real world experience is pesumably note-worthy in all occasions, and the list goes on forever. For those people here, and you know who you are, you can be certain that Im gonna give you 100% genuine advice to try to help you out as best as I can no matter what. Back to you Spens. We'll start off by what I bolded at the end of your quote. you said you miss ocs, and of course you do, they're like heaven in a pill. You CANT ask for more... except a lil bit of weed to accomany the ocs. But its like this. If you gotta go to NA meetings and quit drugs or you'll get into legal problems, just fuck ocs for a while. Do whatchu gonna do, and when you finish that shit, buy a strip of 80s. But Im telling you this because if there is a possibility of you getting into legal problems/criminal charges, its not worth it and I can tell you from experience as I type this. I got an oustanding bench-warrant so Im basically on the run right now. This shit sucks, I know Im gonna have 2 go back to jail soon, and this is what Im tryna tell you to avoid if you have the chance. Best o' luck Spens peace
yeah i dropped dirty last week idk how because i would go in a day after using several times. and the cop has my back he called my dad and heard word on the street is im an o c head, so someones a snitch. so my parents know everything and they are scared to death. so im definatley going to have to quit, not just because i HAVE TO for legal reasons i want to, fuck this shit. and i still dont know whats going to happen with the court, i could lose my HYTA, could go to jail, hopefully i just pay a fine after i go2 these meetings. my life sucks not to mention im in a huge depression now, and u know an 80 would cure that lol
think about it this way, the longer you stay off, the lower your tolerance gets. by the end of this, i'm pretty sure railing a 40 might even make you puke. either way, good luck, keep ya head up.
That sucks, but do what you have to do to get the legal b.s. all cleared up. Did you see "Sober House" last season where Steven Adler from Guns n' Roses was ripped on smack and ended up getting arrested from there? He's having a hell of a hard time, but I think it'll be easier than that for you, man. Sometimes I think it's such bullshit going through the opiate chase, then the highs and the crashes, withdrawals, depression, spending money on something I don't really need but my brain says I need it more than food. If i have opies, my brain chooses the pills over the food. I know it's sick....but I want that good feeling and want it to last forever just like we all do, but it's like a temporary fix for a long term problem. So easy to get caught up in the moment and enjoy it... like good sex! lol Still, sucks you got snitched...that's dirty. Keep us posted on how it all goes.
I've been cutting back big time on my usage. Been really depressed lately and able to really sleep. But in the end it will be well worth it. Good Luck!
