It's hard not to abuse benzos. For me, at least. If I have them, they're going down the hatch....quickly. lol It doesn't matter what they are.
haha! yeah,, xans were different for me though, i didnt even know how much i would take, i just kept popping them, and i would ask ppl. "anyone want a xanax?" it was like candy. kpins i can be able to take them as needed, or more if wanted...
I was the same way, back then. I'm sure people are tired of hearing about it, but I actually ate 74 xanax bars one day. The problem is that you decide to take ONE MORE, then you forget you took one more, so you take another, and it just snowballs after that. lol
yeah, that was my exact problem. friends would ask me how many i took, and i would apparently be wrong . and then they were concerned... i couldnt remember though!
That's about par for the course, when xanax is concerned. lol Me and all my friends used to eat xanax like it was nothing.
Of course, but you also know that even though you can't remember, you're sure you had a good time. lol
Why do you feel the need to be sedated all the time? Why not just experience a wonderful moment without being fucked up?
Because any form of intoxication is better than sobriety. Plus, my mind starts going crazy with racing thoughts, without drugs. Also, I have severe anxiety problems, resulting in psychophysiological insomnia. It takes me HOURS to go to sleep; even when I'm sleepy as fuck.
and i have prescribed klonopin, for my anxiety disorders, it helps me calm down, otherwise i would be having mild seizures or panic attacks.
I may be getting a benzo script in a couple of weeks, hopefully. I don't have insurance, but my doctor has agreed to see me, pro-bono. lol