The "ego" he's talking about is every thought you think Ego death is a state of being without thought
All thought is entirely logical if you look deep enough Certainly doesn't seem that way at times though
Or a state of total one?....Ive only experienced the one time, and i dont even know for sure what its like, if the blankness of my mind during the entire tripping session, from what i rememeber, resembles anything of its like then its a great feelling
What's isolated awareness? I don't think I've ever had a thought that had NO attachment whatsoever (or that is, a thought that had less attachment than any other thought... I'm pretty sold on attachment being illusory so I guess on some level all thoughts have no-attachment)
What do you mean by grip? No attachment is the opposite of a grip if by grip you mean "being in control" Grip is ego! Whether that's a bad thing or a good thing or a thing at all is another question entirely
The being in control was what i meant by grip so thanks....I would consider grip a thing to anyone who does psycdelics drugs wether insane or macho as i like to call it lmao
Who says an ego is bad? being egotistical is stupid because people might think you think too much of yourself, just don't make it obvious and everyones happy.
Awareness that is limited by the belief of separative consciousness. The "I/them" paradigm. "Attachment" isn't a quality that is inherent in thoughts. Thoughts are just thoughts. They rise and they fall. Attachment is a result of the relation you have to your thoughts.
First of all, to the thread starter, you seem like a really good guy I'm kinda at the same confusion as you are I took acid and experienced a very strong loss of ego and I find myself struggling with some things, not particularly lack of identity but family problems and loss of innocence (like everything has already been done) and I question whether it is maturity, a hard time in my life or acid that has led me to how I look at life in the present moment Its a real mind trip for me, I have read 'a New Earth' by Eckhart Tolle (great book read it) which in addition to acid really stripped me of that ego that people knew me by. That in addition to 'the law of attraction' (which is all about you attract to you what you think about) has put me in this loop making me think, is it the fact that im thinking about my loss of ego shaping me into just that? hmmm Well initially I tried acid for the experience and you know, explore the boundries of my mind, which I certainly did
I guess it's your choice to think certain thoughts or not. If you wanted, you could choose to think anything you want.
yeah, thats what I was thinking. I tend to think about ways to improve myself for the better, but was wondering what you guys thought was the best way to rebuild your ego. Or what do you guys think about.. ?
You don't "rebuild" your ego. The mind resets itself, it is not destroyed; there is nothing to rebuild. As soon as you have a concept of "you", then this is ego. There is no effort required to build or maintain an ego. Ask yourself, "Who would be doing the rebuilding?" This is all just ego.