Have you ever had to do it yourself, but with a little or no help from your s/o? My wife and I went out to a Restaurant and had some wine with our dinner. When we got back home we had planned to do a little fooling around with the Strapon. She was going to get ready in the bedroom, while I jumped in the shower quick. When I came back into the bedroom, she was dizzy and laying on her back with a 10 inch dildo between her legs. She was too buzzed to take over like she usually does and she told me , "Go for it, you know what to do". I take directions well and do as she requests, but I haven't done things on my own. For example: She likes me to suck on it first,as part of the humiliation/control aspect. That wasn't my first choice. I grabbed the lube and was going to lube the dildo , my ass, then sit on it. She stopped me and said "no, no. You know what to do first". I knew that she wanted to watch me suck on it first, so I did as expected. I don't get any satisfaction out of sucking on a dildo, especially since I don't fantasize it as some other dude. I do it because she likes to make me do it. Anyway, I suck on it for a while she makes lude comments. She was just about out of it, from the wine. I stopped sucking on it, grabbed the lube and lubed it up. Then I got over her and lowered myself onto the dildo. Once I got the tip in, I easily slid down the shaft until I had the entire thing in my ass. I rode on the balls of the dildo and stroked myself as she was passing out. As I rocked around with the dildo all the way in, I heard her snooring. She was sleeping with me sitting on her strapon. I wasn't about to stop, so I began to slide up and down on the dildo. Suddenly, I felt a great feeling starting to wind up from deep inside. WOAH!!! I began to orgasm and the cum started flying. She didn't move a muscle as the cum flew all over her belly and tits. I continued to drain my cock and rock around on the dildo. When I slid off of the dildo, she was out like a light. I licked up my cum from her belly and then off of her tits. When I sucked on a nipple after licking a big drop of cum, she pushed me away and rolled over. I let her fall asleep with the strapon dildo on and I fell alsleep next to her, with her big rubber cock snuggling in my ass crack.
heh, fun story. More than once, with guys I know very well, when I've been so completely tired and out of it, I have granted them permission to just go ahead and use my body as they need to. Within reason.