Alright, a little background information. My first trip was on acid and it was great. I felt extremely euphoric and happy the whole time (except when I went into subway to buy food, EVERYBODY was looking at me ). My second trip was on ayahuasca (dmt) and it was also amazing. Even when I was over the toilet puking, I was tripping balls and loving it. My next 2 trips were mescaline and i smoked dmt a few times too, all amazing. My last three trips though, about 4 months after my last mescaline trip, were not as good. I took 2ci twice and lsd most recently. During all three of these trips, I felt amazing on the come up, but once I got to the peak, things started going very wrong. When I trip, i feel hyper aware of everything going on in my body, almost as if I can literally feel what every fiber of my being is doing. I got to a point in all three of these trips where I would notice something wasn't right. All of the background noise (i.e...a window fan, dishwasher, the tv, all were giving off auras, a vibration with a tone to it, and these would all mix and I would get extremely complex audio hallucinations. Every sound was distinguished from the next, but it becomes too much. My ears start to hurt, and it feels like something is stuck inside my throat, to the point where it almost feels like I can't breathe/something is blocking my airway, and all these sounds felt like they were echoing in my head, down my esophagus, and down into my stomach. This caused a very uneasy feeling in my stomach all 3 times, along with the feeling in the throat. And everytime I would take a hit of the bong, or pipe, or joint, or whatever, I would get an extremely sharp pain in my throat/stomach. Now I'm wondering, could this be my body telling me there is actually something wrong, perhaps an ulcer or something like that, or is this just me freaking out? Because this only started recently happening. Also, when I'm sober, I sometimes get extreme stomach burning sensations, and diarrhea. Forgot to mention, that on these last 3 trips, I've also felt like I was clenching my jaw extremely hard, but I wasn't, and some of the weird vibes i got going down my throat and my stomach seem like theyre originating from here. Just curious as to what you guys think. I feel like I'm hyper aware of my body and that there is something literally wrong with me, and that these psychadelics are trying to warn me of something wrong. Let me know what you guys think. Thanks.
i actually read all that,thats how stonely bored i am lol....But yeah i always had a strong chill body high on my shit whenever i started peaking to the point where i didnt want to move, i felt really comfortable in other words, so i cant say much about any of the top right now, but i can say that a sharp pain after being stoned is something i have not experienced lol
Do you think It could just be because I smoked pot while tripping recently on the come up? I've been reading that for some people, that leads to bad thoughts and freakouts, and the first few times I tripped, I didn't smoke weed.
well i can tell you that i NEVER smoke weed when i trip for that reason... i don't need things amplified because the energy just gets bad. i just like to trip when i trip and get stoned on a different day. try tripping without smoking again and see what happens. and remember, don't think too much about it, that will more likely feed the problem than help it.
I doubt if there is really anything wrong with you. Acid does make you more aware - but you are probably just reading the signals it is sending you wrong. You've go to go into a trip with a clear mind and x as many hangups as possible. It something is worrying you it can be amplified many times. Do you have a guide with you when you trip?
your body most definatly is communicating with you, of course it is. what its saying is impossible for us to know. but i think you should pay attention to it, just observe. i feel like these things usually work themselvs out. i wouldnt be worried, especially if your not expiriencing pain when sober.
The jaw clenching thing...Ive gotten that alot on acid. My neck also seems to build up tension as well. Though Its not actually tense. Weed can definitely over do it on acid.
It's not looking nice, I feel like crying a lot but just get really God damn goofy butt. I was sitting at Drug Mart, waiting for Western Union and recalled the war blindness. Just wanting to be that sniper, not a God damn hero. It's just water, it takes pineal power to do anything and I get so jealous of seeing two friends get all the action. Obviously stacking up bodies and waiting for, well that day to get the paper. I didn't hear of one damn gas attack in WWII in the European front, I think Hitler had something very right and obviously a lot very wrong. Personally I don't like attention, that isn't well a conventional Armageddon. I think if your Aryan, you only get a suit of armor and a damn sword........maybe a mace, but I think your to God damn RETARDED. Well, I thought of a lot while sitting here thinking that past moment. I will start with code breaker Decker, I felt really good about America. With that God damn bombing mission, just for one sorry shit. that is exactly what I like to see, mostly I'd rather have seen that guard get a shank up the ass then a taste through his throat before his tongue comes hanging around. Nobody wants to fight America, I don't think Brazil gives a fuck about Europe...but Alaska is a virgin of sorts....the size of Europe. It's a bad trip, your living! I was hoping that the Grandparents kept their OC's for OD's.
Body hardening, it sure isn't from being beaten for tenderizer. I was watching about babies in the womb, so fucking awesome seeing those nerves come in. I was afraid to kill my host, it's hard to say goodbye to a good house. It's so draining dreaming of murder all day long with hand to hand combat...it's a lot easier than the real toys...but it's the same, knowing how to get away staying still. Not a fun RV school, the sweet feels fine, the hallucinations are more impressive but I'm still walking on dead Generals of the US Supreme Court. I have never smoked cannabis on LSD, not sure if we got to that on prom night. Wait yes we did, and gladly we found our ride when we came back just about to bail on us. God we were loaded, Wanko had totally blood shot eyes and I don't think he smoked weed yet. I don't think the teacher smelled booze or weed, I remember Laura being really into us........and it would of been totally freaky to do her in the middle of the dance floor. I just remember the music being water, we had great dances. Pretty gay in Junior high, they always freaked me out.
Weed can ruin a trip real quick, even for avid stoners. I would go without smoking or at least wait for the peak. I remember the worst mushroom trip I ever had was the only time I ever smoked before the event.
Sounds like you're over analyzing everything that's going on inside you while you trip. If there's nothing wrong with you now afterwards (with swallowing, eating and things of that nature), I'd say your fine. Perhaps avoid smoking the next trip around, the smoke could of upset something, who knows. Too vague of a problem to be exactly sure of what happened.
