Holy shit, orison... I agree, maybe that woman could've had a cup of coffee with him. But, maybe she would've and maybe he would've just started popping in at her place, becoming forceful and freakish about it... Demanding she spend time with him? Perhaps he had a personality disorder that was never diagnosed because he didn't go and ask for help? My point is that we are just speculating, we don't know. & Why are you so bitter? I've been incredibly lonely since I moved to this area, but that doesn't mean I'm going to go out and kill a bunch of people. Some of your statements strike me as really odd... Looking at that guys place, it appeared to me that he was trying to hard to be "normal" a "regular guy"... It seems boring. Translate that... He could've not tried so hard, & just been himself... Maybe he wouldn't have been so damned boring. But, maybe that really is how he was. You know, low key, & kinda boring in character... In either case, it's nobody's fault but his own. I'm a single white female, & I rarely watch tv. Maybe that's why you walk into my place and see nothing but character. I don't depend on the idiot box to set standards for myself.
I read the blog and watched the videos. Neither was that interesting, and he made lots of spelling mistakes for someone his age. Hell, a lot of people who post on this site could be murderers if you follow that formula. Plus, he should have killed more people before he killed himself. What a pussy.
Idk, but for me, my own personal happiness is my 1st priority... Finding a mate, or even friends comes 2nd...Because, if I'm not happy... How in the hell can I help create happiness for others? I do not expect other people to complete me. This guys priorities seem out of whack.
So says who? You? Why is suicide dark and pathetic? Simply because you "think" you understand suicide does not mean that you do (which you clearly do not, as you're still alive).
Do you think you will have a better understanding of suicide after you're dead ?? Hardly, you're dead.. Peace
I cannot say for sure as I've never "died" in the sense we are talking about, so far as I know that is. However I do think that it is extremely futile for those who have not actually committed suicide to judge those who have, their motives, or what entails to the act itself. It's a bit of a pet peeve of mine when people make statements like suicide being "dark and pathetic" when people commit suicide for a many number of things, that others will obviously never understand.
he hates women..... because he can't fuck one....... so he shoots women randomly in retaliation? ok dude, you know you catch more flies with honey than a barrage of bullets
Certainly, it is most likely for attention, though i wouldnt know for sure. But to me that is beside the point. People should understand while reading it, that was his purpose. Anyone who reads that and takes it as "the bible of truth" so to speak is an idiot and in my opinion should avoid all media, as their little minds cannot take or understand it. However it still provides insight into their mindset, even if they are full of shit.