since i've never done one, never really thought about it since they're always so long when i do read them on here... but hell let me do it anyway this is going to be long. and if you read it more power too you. but i hope at least one person reads it so i don't type a novel for nothing... alright well i got about an oz of shrooms the other night to sell and my friend gave me about a half an eighth on top of what i wanted so i had extra for myself anyway, my friend bought some and she came over last night so we could eat them together, i got her mushrooms back during the winter/spring transition time and she had a shit trip, i wouldn't say bad but i mean... maybe it was. she thought she was a caterpillar and wrapper herself into a blanket and wouldn't come out until she was a butterfly.. i don't know but her and i both thought that since she finally experienced it, the next time she did it she would know what she was going to be going into. (also i had class that morning from 7-5 and didn't go to bed until 5 in the morning before so i bought some of those 5 hour energy shots.. and they're great i am very happy i found them) ANYWAY, so her and i both ate a little under an eighth each, she ate hers about 20 minutes before me because i had a friend coming by real quick, i ate mine, then we smoked some weed (which i always do any time i eat some acid or shrooms) we're hangin out and she says she wants to go out and smoke a cigarette first, so when we're going down the stairs from my bedroom she said her foot was looking huge (she ate hers 40-45 minutes ago so she was starting to trip) and i was like sweet guy lucky you. we get outside and she's smoking a cigarette and she's telling me my face is pink and i'm like sweet i love pink blahblah and then i saw a flash of light fly across the road, then it did it again and i was like alright. the bugs started getting louder and i got stuck inside their noise and i was wondering what they were saying but then i figured that it was a mating call so i didn't want to listen to some bugs having sex and i stopped thinking about it. my friend and i went in the house and i wanted to put some music on and i turned on pink floyd dark side of the moon and she starts saying that it's depressing her and all this stuff so i turned on some jimi and she was sitting there telling me "i want to go home, i am going home now. where are my keys because i want to go home." and i told her that she is overwhelmed and she just needs to calm down, so i turned music off and she turned the tv on and i sat next to her and she got under my blankets again and i said to her 'oh no not again' and she goes 'don't be mad at me i just want to go home' and i tell her she can't drive and i was pretty much babysitting here at that point. i thought maybe because my room is really bright and crazy that that may have been doing it to her so i took her outside because she said it would make her feel better, so we started to walk to this lake that's down the street from me. we get to the lake and she goes 'i am going to call my mom' and i told her not to, she couldn't anyway because she left her phone at my house... but once we get to the lake she goes 'let's go back to your house i don't want to be out here.' so we go back to my house and when i get inside my sister was there and told me she got nachos but i wasn't hungry and then she touched my hair and said 'what's wrong with your hair' and i go 'nothing what's wrong with it' and i pulled my hair and she goes 'it's all crazy' and i go 'you're all crazy' and ran upstairs because she was making me think i looked like al sharpton or something... so we end up back in my room and my friend goes back under the blankets and i was trying to calm her but then i started to get kind of anxious because she was ruining my trip, so i was going to go sit in this chair i had but she didn't want me to leave her so i layed at the end of my bed and thought about some things... and then started to look at my hands and move them and distort them and make them go weird ways.. like bending my fingers back farther then i have before, then i started to believe that my hands weren't just a body part, they had feelings and they were both married to each other and acted out some sort of stories with my hands. this lasted a great amount of time until i got a phone call from a kid i haven't talked to in a long time. he called and said 'HEY! DO YOU HAVE SHROOMS!' and i go 'well i did but i ate them all' and he just kept telling me he loved me and passed the phone to another kid i used to be friends with and he told me he loved me and missed me and all this stuff so i was getting a lot of 'i love you' and 'i love you so much' and it was making me feel a lot better. so when i hung up the phone i started to laugh and my friend gets up and goes who is that, and i told her and she asks why and then she started to get in a better mood so i moved up near her, and she apologized for bringing me down and we started to talk but we were laughing and i don't remember at what just everything we said was great. i ended up trapped inside one of the blankets on my bed and i couldn't get off. we were convinced we were on a boat so we put our things on the bed so they didn't get washed away. then i remembered that i am very afraid of boats so i said we were on a giant crab walking and if we got off we would die. so at one point i thought i was paranoid of falling of the bed so i was really tensed up... then i noticed i really was falling off of the bed and moved towards the middle. eventually i ended up turning my room into this fabric poster in my bedroom which is a bunch of winding colors of pink, green, blue, and white and we were talking of how it was roads and slides and i was going down them. around this time i was trying to text Katie (my friend... who is also on here if you don't know her) and i really wanted to because before i ate them i called her and was telling her about my day because i love her oh so much and i just wanted to talk to her. i had something planned out to say but this morning when going in my 'sent texts' i noticed all i said was 'i am tripping face' she told me to have a nice trip or fun trip or something and i got stuck on that and asked why she would wish me a nice trip if she wanted me to fall on my face or something. then my friend reminded me i was tripping and i said 'oh' malcom in the middle came on my tv so i turned that 70s show on, and tommy chong made me laugh, then she wanted to go out for another cigarette. we get outside and it rained while we were inside even though i remember it being an amazing night with stars all nice, so we started to walk down the street to her car and i walked in the grass and it was really cold and wet and felt amazing on my feet, and then there were rocks we had to walk on and they didn't hurt at all... so we got to her car and she wanted to sit in there and smoke so we put the seats back and talked about life and the 15th century and such.. and she made up this phrase that she convinced herself she said forever but then she noticed that she didn't and was thinking she was a hooker or something. so she gave me some of her cigarette and it felt crazy. i quit smoking a long time ago but sometimes i have a cigarette here and there but very rarely. so when i smoked it, it felt cold and tingly in my throat and chest and it was great... but it took a long time to smoke that cigarette. she was really thirsty and we were going to go to go to the store but she was convinced she could drive, and i said don't and i wanted to walk but the money was in the house. i walked through the grass again and i didn't want to stop, right before i got back to the road i moved my toes around and cherished the moment for a second, then i noticed my friend was far ahead so i power-walked to her. we ended up back in the house and when we got inside the house looked really weird and i just started laughing then held it in. and got into my bedroom... i don't remember too much from when i got up there. i watched that 70s show and was laughing because i really find that show, very funny, on any drugs, or not. also there was a lot of laughing/crying going on. not crying oh i'm so sad just watery eyes and stuffy noses. i'm not sure how that happened but it happened to both of us. i guess we felt so good we cried, like 'i'm so happy i cried'. during that time i remember her eyes turning into sharp teeth and her face mouth were sharp teeth and i told her to stop talking for a minute because i couldn't stop looking at it.. my friend wanted to use my computer so she got it but we kept getting sidetracked to use it. she sat on it and i layed back and noticed that there was a spider on my ceiling. i watched what he(or she....i felt like it was a he) was doing and felt for him. i felt like wow that must be really scary for him being upside down in such a large area, if i think the world is big... this spider thinks it's 300x as big... and there are so much larger animals, bugs, ect then him and he is just a scared little guy trying to be tough with his venom, because that's all he has! so i was watching him and my friend though it was funny that i was so into him. so i wondered what he was looking for, and i figured it was food, and i was asking him to come here so i could get him some food but obviously he wouldn't come, so i just let him do what he wants. he stopped in the corner between the ceiling and wall for a moment and during that i looked at this poster of jim morrison on my wall and started to study his face. i am very interested in face profiles, cheek bones, jaw bones, just face structures i think are beautiful. so i started to look deeply into his and i figured out what his skull looks like and how all of the bones were positioned and just how amazing his face really was and how perfectly shaped it was for my likings. then i saw that the spider was walking again and i was just watching him and he went under a poster and i looked for a bit hoping he'd come out but he didn't during that time so i got bored and started to look what my friend was doing. she was sitting on the computer and i don't remember if it was right then... but somehow the screen got really big and was in our face and it was really funny. we wanted to eat gum and there were about 4 packs on my table so we chose to have some cotton candy flavored. she didn't enjoy it but i thought it tasted great and chewed on it until right before i went to sleep. she said my room smelt weird when earlier i remember her saying it too. we burned 2 incense before and a candle and i blew the candle out. i couldn't smell anything because my nose was still stuffed from earlier... she said if she asks google it will tell her what smell she was smelling, so she did. the first thing that came up in the search said 'is my house haunted... i keep smelling weird smells' and we were like 'wow why would anyone ever ask that' so we made a yahoo account so we could answer it and we became huge punks at that point. filling out the form we got really into it and made a life. our name was Barabara Quintoplet, we made up where we lived, our birthday and then started to really talk about how Barabara was a bitch and stuff, so i guess that's why we turned into punks. it took us a while to make a name because we heard brittany spears on the TV so we wanted our user name to be that, but someone had it... so then we wanted our name to be justin timberlake, that was used... then we started using nsync names since i used to like them when i was younger (yeah, i did) so i said let's do joey fatone. when she typed it in i noticed his last name was Fat-One so i was like hahahah no we can't be him change it. so we used chris kirpatrick. i think that's his name, but that was finally the user name we chose, with a password 'nsync'. it asked us security questions, and the answers were nsync members. anyway, we made the name and then answered the question. then we started answering a bunch of questions we thought were really stupid to ask, and then i noticed the come down much more then. i forgot that we were answering questions and i was reading the answers from users and i said 'damn, that Barabara person is so mean!' but it really was us... eventually we shut my computer and put it down. my friend went to brush her teeth and she was down there for a while. i layed on my bed when she was in the bathroom and thought about planets because i have the glow in the dark stars on my ceiling and how the universe was such a beautiful place and how i hope that one day, hopefully before i die they go farther into the planets and make it more easy for everyone to see the whole entire universe... then i felt selfish and just hoped it would happen eventually before the world dies. my friend came back in my room and told me about her journey in the bathroom and how she forgot she had to brush her teeth and sat on the toilet because she thought that's why she went down there. at that time we just layed around for a bit and i turned my lights off and looked at the stars on my ceiling glow until they faded away. i watched tv and moved around a lot until i was completely comfortable and let the come down happen and put me to sleep when it was ready. i'm not too sure if this is what you guys talk about in your 'trip reports' some people talk about the spiritual effects and stuff but i don't dig that much. so here is my report... and like i said if you read it, thanks haha. :hat:
that's what i'm saying that i figured you would want to know. what goes on in my head is what goes on in my head during the day just more in depth. i can't really explain it all unless i was telling you when it was happening. i would have remembered it more if i talked to my friend about it all but i do know that when i did start to talk to her about things she told me she thought i was crazy. i am going to get some more shrooms or maybe some 2c-e next week and my friend who actually does think into things and such wants to do it with me so i will probably have some better more interesting things to tell...
it's a chick, and yes. at the beginning i was like 'dude you're really ruining this for me, you're bringing me down a lot' and i remember telling myself no matter how bad she wanted to do it next time i have stuff or if she has some that i can't do that again with her. i love the chick but this is the secondddd time. she told me earlier today she thought it was because she smoked weed beforehand (since she doesn't smoke) but we only smoked a bowl and i think smoking weed actually helps comfort you towards the beginning...
Yeah set and setting. She seems like a real bummer, I have had to babysit many times, but luckily the people I was with were too far gone to affect my trip greatly. Jibberish is better than someone complaining.
i can make something out of jibberish though. i've babysitted before but there's been more then one person there so i could at least do my thing without feeling bummed. that's why sometimes i like to just be alone when i'm tripping... last week when i did the 3days of acid i should have posted in here but i didn't think about doing it until you told me. maybe i'll post some of the poetry i wrote when i have my notebook around.
also this really is irrelevant but the straps from my dress somehow ripped off last night ! my favorite dress!!!
sounds like a better setting could have been in order but no one was seriously freaked out or hurt. did you learn anything? do you feel like you gained anything from the experience?
yeah that i don't want to trip with her again. no just kidding but i'm serious. i think that i did a good job with making her feel better, i'm always prepared to make someone feel better during that time i'm more of a nurturer... i think that night while she was in her cocoon again and i was at the end of the bed just thinking that even though i don't like to care about much and opinions i still do to an extent, and i realized i shouldn't. and i remember at one point while thinking about this and noticing that i don't need anyone's negative input (more then positive input) on anything, i smiled and was very happy, because i feel like that's one thing that brings me down no matter what. i'm not talking about constructive criticism... i mean just people talking down and making you want to feel bad about things that there's no reason to feel bad about... some people from tripping my learn a lot in just one trip... but i think since i do it a lot i only learn tiny things each time now then how it was when i first started... does that make sense to you? it may not but i know what i mean.
The weed def could have done it for her. 1 hit on shrooms or acid fucks me up and tends to make the trip unenjoyable. But otherwise, it sounds like a lol experience
i had the patience to read half. it sounds like an awesome trip and has definitely encouraged me to continue my previous ill-fated search for shrooms. i really hope to get my hands on some soon. ill probably read the rest later, but for now.. im way too blazed to focus any longer
it seems like it was the weed. after she came down from the peak of the weed she was chillin'. when you don't smoke weed, 1 bowl will do some damage, and can make it really uncomfortable. i can handle my shrooms and acid fine, but if i smoke weed around people, it gets weird.
yeah the first time she tripped on shrooms she was with me and we smoked a big joint before, but her entire trip was shitty. this time she did it with me like i said it didn't last the whole time. i'd never thinking weed could do that to someone but i guess it affects everyone differently. i'd like her to trip with someone else though and tell me if that happens because it may bring me down before even thinking that i know that's how she gets
