Clearing my head?

my mind is totally fucking right now. i'm a new mom, house-bound, and cabin fever gets the best of me some nights the sperm donor is out of the picture and i just get so aggravated sometimes because he appears to be off the hook. support court happens again in september when they'll start garnishing his wages so i know he'll have to give me some money eventually. i love my tiny babycakes with all my heart and am sooo happy that she's my whole world..is it terrible that i feel like i need a break once in a while? a game of pool, darts or a beer?!? it just feels unfair that his life is all footloose and fancyfree w/o a care in the world and mine is upside down and inside out.

 

Sounds normal to me. Hopefully, being housebound won't last too much longer.

 

Life events are learning experiences. Take shit as it comes day by day. That's all I can say.

 

...babycakes is all that matters

 

you expected more from a sperm donor?




do you know him personally?

 

"Sperm donor" is basically a degrading way of referring to an ex who is the father of someone's child and no longer in the picture. It's tongue-in-cheek, not meant to be taken literally.

 

we went out to the farmers market and swimming in the baby pool today..it's just that at nighttime i gots no sitter. fuck it, i'm having a beer. who's with me?




ty pressed rat for the explantion

 

I'm having a beer, too.

 

all I have is rum..heres a toast to all saturday night shut-ins :cheers2:

 

oh i see. i guess i need to freshen up on my baby mama drama. i thank you

 

you see, the term sperm donor means i have no baby daddy drama (he sent me to ER twice when we were together). no daddy=no drama

 

Wow, sorry to hear that. But there should have been no second time after the first. Twice is two too many.

 

he sounds like an asshole. your child is probably better off without him

 

word life. so never date Mark D Hicks. he has potent sperm

 

I'd have a beer with you but I'm not drinking tonight.

Don't you have friends or sisters or nieces or cousins or anyone who'd offer to come over for a couple hours once in a while so you could have some 'me' time?

Shit I always watch people's kids.

 

is theres no one that could babysit the young one while you go out with your friends? theres always taking him out with your friends and still have a great time. im not talking about the bar, but theres some pretty cool places. a bunch of my friends and I take our kids to places together, nature walks, the zoo, public swimming pool, etc, went to the creek with everyone today.

 

nope. my brothers r married to...er..well they are amrried and busy. my best girl is workin at the bar i wish i was at..and my best boy is suffering from a severe pussy-whipping. my cousins are all at least 40 minutes away, and my mom is sleeping.

..i'm good now..ty all; i had to get my words out of my head and have a toast with the best form Milwaukee

 

Milwaukee's Worst.

 

i sed earlier-nighttime is the time i get all...AHHHHHH! but we went swimming & to the market today..no prob visiting friends/park during the day