Happy Birthday Bella!

Happy Birthday! & Many more.
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It sucks. I feel guilty because I got a really cool present...I hate guilt. I feel guilty because I've been depressed, so depressed over him leaving and it's come out as me being a total bitch. I am a smart woman who knows how to keep a guy. I know what I need to be doing it creating memories he'll remember. I just need to get better control over my emotions.
But anywho, he is meeting his ship half way through his deployment, so he has to have all the money up front and can;t set up a paycheck thing. He also has to pay cash for all of his expenses in Bahrain, he has to be prepared not to use a credit card. It sucks, I mean we're relatively repsponsilbe with money and had a good savings account, but who expects to have to pay for a trip to Bahrain out of nowhere; you know?The three months for the boat, we had that, even after all of our moving expenses, but Bahrain...FUCK!!!
FML FML-seriously!!!

 

Thank you for the birthday wishes. Can';t wait for the husband to get home from work so we can go have fun, even though I am having fun now. I want to go to the waterfalls and swim!