I met a guy about a year ago through the summer camp i go to..or rather the online forum it has so members can keep in touch throughout the year..he wasnt at camp the same year I was..anyhow...we became friends over time and slowely started chatting more and more (on msn now, not justthe forums) also with xangas..haha..I dont look at it as an internet relationship cuz I didnt just bump into a random person in a random area..its a christian forum and a lot of my friends from camp know him very well and such.. Anyhow, to the point: I am falling for him..so bad... I cant even explain why ..but..he is very important to me... and I love talking to him.. He gave me his phone number the otherday..and im afraid to use it..wierd? weve talked on the phone once and it was pretty good but you could feel the awkwardness...that was about 4 months ago though...do you think its strange im apprehensive about talking to him on the phone? or is it just jitters? O..just some cool things about us...I moved to wear i live now from chilliwack (a good 20 hours or so from here) and he grew up like..40 km away and now, he is moving and theres a possibility he may end up an hour away from me (righ now he is in the states)...also..although hes never lived here or anything...it seems he know someone in every town surrounding me..making it a possibility for us to meet and such soon! Ipersonally find this all just a lil freaky (in a good way).. so yeah...guess I thats my lil story lol.
I don't think it's weird... Pretty normal to be a bit worried when you first meet someone. You want them to like you and you fear that they won't. Don't worry about it. If it's meant to be, he'll like you, if not, he won't...
