wtf; OKAY .. since you wont say anything ..i'll tell you about a dream I had ... I had a dream where I was walking along the street ... My cellphone rang and it was somebody who works for God and he said 'you fucked it completely up ....' then i started to have a heart attack and died on the street - I woke up .. but it didn't feel like the same reality I first went to sleep in .. and ive been living in this other reality ever since that dream
i deleted my original post because i didn't really think that i would get any helpful comments because it was so fucked up and morbid, and that i would instead receieve critical comments that i'd really rather not deal with.