I don't know why but lately Iv'e been so depressed... I am very lonely and feel out of place, so to speak. Everyone around me seems to be happy and everyone around me has someone.... It's not really a must to have a boyfriend, but I just miss having a guy hold me and kiss me. Like the other day I went to a concert and was waiting in line it was freezing and all around me were couples keeping eachother warm. Some guy had his girlfriend wrapped in his coat and was swaying her back and forth *sigh*....d And durring the concert it was so sweet some guy was holding his girlfriends hands and singing to her with emotion. It got me thinking and made me so upset, I don't know why. I felt like I would cry.... Does anyone ever feel like they like this?....I mean I'm sure people do but it's to the point were I feel so sad, I cry myself to sleep.
I can honestly say I've never felt that way I am never lonely when I'm alone. But when I feel bad in general really long baths help. Just be happy being with you ya know?
er, well, I have been crying a lot this months. Waaaay more than normal for me.. not to sleep, but still. I think I have SAD (seasonal affective disorder) which results in depression during winter months. I'm slowly overcoming this month-long bout of depression. Maybe you're going through something more serious than simply being sad? Does your school have decent counsellors? sometimes friends aren't experienced enough to really talk you through shit like this. Being single is probably just what you're latching onto, for me, it was how useless school was coupled with the possibility of me failing a class (an elective, fortunately, which I dropped) anyways, I would recommend seeing a school counsellor or even a private counsellor, sommeone anonymous who you can really talk everything out with and potentially come up with a solution. Just don't let them medicate you to death or anything.
I felt like that for like a week a few months ago. After spending sometime with a girl I like (for her personality MORE than looks imagine that) I decided I was never going to be able to make it work between us. I decided without her I will never really be happy and life is pointless if I don't like it. I got in a really shitty, bored, empty kinda mood. I never got suicidal I just got emptier. I then decided to accept that life could be pointless and that life is long and pointless and I have plenty of time to find love and I should just try to make the best of my long pointless life. Now that I think about it it seems kinda depressing and uplifting at the same time. I guess what I am trying to say is you will get over it if you keep on trying to have fun. You might just have to come to terms with what life really is or you might find your own solution. If you want to talk about it or anything else just give me a private message. I hope I was help
I know how you feel. Im depressed cuz im lonely ( even though I have a fiance) and I get no attention from him so i know exactly how you feel alone and depressed. and no matter what i say or do he wont stay home and spend time with me or pay attention to me and our soon to be baby. for the past 3 months I have been crying myself to sleep it's so depressing. I feel that even if i told my fiance that he would somehow find a way to make me feel even worse about being sad and depressed. GRRRRRRRRRR. this sux ass. but I do know what your going through and i know the pain that your feeling. *HUGS* Fallen Fairy
FallenFairy - You need to kick that guy to the curb. Don't put up with shit like that; don't settle. The fact that you cry over him shows me that you are a good girl who deserves and can easily obtain a boyfriend who will cherish you back. Innocent - I know the feeling, have been there many times. The good thing about being a person that feels the lows in life is that you will be more sensitive to the highs too. I would take my full spectrum of emotions over a person lacking such anyday. Just do shit that keeps you happy, or happy when you are depressed. Or at least busy. Things always get better. You don't know me, but I can listen pretty damn well. PM or IM me on aim if you want to talk, I'd like that.
Hey at least im not the only one... FallenFairy im soo sorry you shouldn't take that you seem such a nice person. Thanx see in blonde ... And Vinny (madcapsyd) dont worry im sorry about Lisa you will find someone new
Hi darling We know all how sad you are, and we understand that you feel lonely, no one care about you but you have to keep smiling, life is not for boyfriend or girlfriend make your life Easier keep your self happy do some work or anything just to keep your self busy, so at that time you will never feel lonely. And keep it for the days the boy you always dream about him will come and he will keep you happy for the rest of your life.
Well all my family is in wisconsin and im in florida. and well im just hoping that he relizes the stupidity of his job and how he's just so consumed with trying to get rich quick scams. also relize that he has a kid on the way and he is going to have to take responsibility.
I'm going to have to agree with the other people. If he doesn't start getting his shit together soon and tries to make you happy, I'd start making plans to do without him. From what it sounds like, you could do much better than him.
eh, well all move on eventually, not really much of a choice, it's just the question on whether you want to move on or not.
I know how you feel, i get depressed like that all the time, not to the point of crying though, but i get the lonely depression alot, and it makes me keep to myself for long periods of time, days to months, so that i dont have to see all my friends with their gf's and whatnot, and me the lonely guy in the room. It sucks..... i need a woman
i fell the same way its like i long for companionship. but no women i find like to be as close as me. its like they are all the men in the relationship.
