a bit of a conundrum

I have always wanted to study herbal medicine. But after excepting Pharm meds as a exceptable approach, i kinda feel as If I sold out on my beliefs. I do truely believe there are other and better ways to deal with issues such as I was going through. Yet I could not find the alternative, so I went the path of many, drug myself.

 

sorry if I put this in the wrong section, but it was mental health issue's I am dealing with

 

Whatever works for you I suppose.