Rushing speed, rushes, faster, faster, rushing brain, slow down! beating heart, too fast! Aaaargh, I'm afraid to crash, to die, die young, die forgotten, rush rush, one more line! speed speed, more more, snort snort, to much, Aaaaargh, Empty head, no more thoughts, exhausted, i faint, blood coming from, ears, nose mouth, i forgot, to pull the breaks, stupid me.
i bet you believe that there's something cool to a bad ass lifestyle with drugs and alcohol to excess, and all the small minor interesting details that make it so desirable, and only the good die young. they do. they're not that ledgendary. do you have chemical addictions?
I don't believe its cool, i actually wrote this while doing speed, i have been in a hospital for injecting amphetamines, i know the dark side of drugs. In fact the doctors told me i am very lucky to be still alive after shooting up the chemicals that i mixed together. So i don't know, death is not that bad