Benzo's..anxiety use vs. rec use

Through my time being prescribed benzos, five years now. Finally i have came to a conclusion to which benzo works best for recreation uses and why.
As well as to which benzo works best for stress/anxiety related issues.

Xanax takes longer time to kick in, but helps manage anger,frustration and general anxiety better. Mabey for the anti-depressant effect that only alprazalam is able to do. Plus, getting torn up on xanax leaves my memory the most foggy the day after a good binge.

Vailum/Diazapam works good too. BUT, it hits me so fast and gives the euphoria effect most benzo class drugs do not. As well can create a "rush" feeling in high doses.

If you were prescribed a benzo to be used non recreationally, what would it be? and why>>>

What would be your benzo of choice for rec use, and why/howcome?

Possibly a poll could come out of this This issue has more than likely been talked about. People that are prescribed benzo's oppinions/suggestions am interested in.

 

For me benzos are a very hard thing to use in any way other than recreationally, i went through a phase of bad insomnia where i was prescribed demazapam i think it was & how ever much i knew i needed it to get some good sleep at the same time i knew that no matter what i said to my self i would end up eating far to many one night and have none left for trying to sleep. So what did i do? Go to another doc and get another script just so i could have some to abuse once every few days and a script to use in the intended way.

Sure benzos are great for things like stress & anxiety if i could take them every day without such things as addiction & tolerance i would take them every day, they sure as hell help me more than a SSRI has ever done for me. Wait sorry im drunk and have not really answered your question!

If i could be prescribed a benzo for proper use and not have the bad points id chose xanax the long time it takes to kick in isnt an issue for me as id more use it for everyday anxiety & sleep issues, as i only suffer from panic attacks extremely rarely the amount of time it takes to start working is not an issue.

I can quite agree with what you said about the rush from things such as Valium, its that almost instant gratification ahh i feel good now.

5 years on benzos & your only 21 whoa do you mainly use benzos for a medical issue but find you self taking more? My personal experience with benzos is it takes will power to use them correctly when you know how enjoyable the high can be!

Anyways im drunk and ranting ill try this conversation when im in more of a sober state

 

I was prescribed 90 1mg kpins. Then my mother was prescribed 60 of the same every month. Started taking more because i did not expect them to give me my fav benzo at the time as well with having 40 out of 60 of my mother's kpins. And with me getting my mom to give em to me....it was not long before i was dependent. Even now, i cannot keep from eating more that the recommended dosage.
But can slow down on the every day usage for the most part.

If it were not for me loving benzo's soo much, i could use them like i should but old habits die hard...especially the part about self/instant gratification deal.