I swore to myself when i was a young teenager that i'd never stick a needle in my arm. There was no way i'd ever go that far i told myself, no drug is worth getting high that way i told myself. first peer pressure and curiosity got the best of me and then the rush consumed me. My excuse for dillies and morph is "I can't get high if i snort them so I gotta shoot it and i don't wanna waste it or risk gettin sick."
Ive never shot it, had plenty chances to. I'm doing the classic thing and saying it's a line I won't cross. But we'll see. Worrry I'll likemitntAmd if I do, you guys will be the first ti onoe.
I'll try almost anything once, but in all my years I've never used a needle. Don't think I ever will. Just like I never tried cigarettes. Good decisions.
44yrs. old and never stuck myself, Said I never will and so far Its probably the only thing I'm doing right in my addicted life.LOL And been doing opiates for about 10yrs. now. so a pretty good track record so far.
Well I never expected to be an IV heroin user, but once I was doing opiates it was always in my mind and something I fully expected to end up doing eventually. Self-fulfilling prophecy if there ever was one haha
I hate getting shots, but actually tried skin popping and intramuscular shots with pain pump morphine that I injected with a clean veterinary needle...kinda big. Injected in my thigh a couple times. Once under the skin in my arm and tried IVing it, but when I pulled the plunger back, the needle came out and I didn't know it and I started pushing it down and saw the morph pooling up on my arm and thought...shit!I'm wasing it! So, that's when I skin popped the rest. Yah, I got better effect from mixing it with a tiny amount of water and plugging it to be honest. Don't see myself getting into needles, but wanted to try it...bet that morph would have been sweet if the IV worked! I was already kinda messed up on valium and soma.
I always told myself I wouldnt because I would like it to much. Then the dope I would smoke really just stopped working so that mixed with some other shit that was depressing in my life got me to do it. Then after doing it alot and smoking as well now that I use so much when ever i slam I dont really get the same rush that i used to even if I do alot in a shot it doesnt give me a rush its just like this weird itchyness that is uncomfertable. It definitely takes me out of dting but it just isnt as good as it used to be