last night was the third time i had this dream..... the really weird part of my dream is that while im in it, i know i am dreaming and am screaming at myself to wake up, but i just can't, i keep falling deeper and deeper into it..... *sigh* whenever i have this dream i am totally head fucked for days after and never know what to make of it. zombies. i am with people trying to escape these zombies, its very apocalyptic...floods, fire in the sky, death all around me....we run and run from these zombies always encountering more, we hide in abandoned houses, eventually they come so we move on losing a few of our group along the way. last night i lost everyone including my own children, but i kept going, even though i didnt feel there was a reason to live, i kept fighting, salvaging makeshift weapons from anything i could just to survive this... i dont even know what to call it, i suppose for all intents and purposes, i will call it hell on earth. i got to a point last night where i found a shed with all sorts of great weapons, i packed a bag full of axes, hammers, rope, heavy metal objects, anything i could and climbed onto a roof to avoid the flood that the zombies somehow werent affected by....i made a weapon with rope and a large wrench tied onto it, i sat on the roof swinging it like a lasoo and taking their heads off. finally i got to my grandmas house, she was still alive and okay, i was trying to get her out before it was too late and i woke up in a cold sweat paralyzed with fear....i prayed like i have never prayed before to be spared that kind of terror and heartache in real life. wtf hey"?! does anyone else have these dreams? can anyone give me any insight as to what it means? i cant ever decipher this dream, and its driving me mad.
Remember ... (... > pointing at your signature on the bottom of your post) Maybe things that drive you mad fall exactly into this category. So, don't run away from the wind but detach from the ground / drama - you may want to apply this in your dreaming, as well as on how you act on zombies (dead things that seem to eat you up) you meet in your waking life. Let the dream's meaning unfold inside you rather than seeking it somewhere outside. Just a suggestion.
