This...this probably is what drives my paranoia the best. I think I've attracted more attention by paying attention than any actual action. At least, I've experienced more attention. Certainly curiosity kills the cat, people always need a motive...personal gain is the defacto, your gain does not = their gain, and gain usually comes with a loss, well from their point of view it better not be their loss...occasionally pre-emptively encouraging your loss is their best bet.