wish me luck, should be taking it on or around the 30th. my first time on acid. i've done boomers a few times up to almost 4 g's, e a few times and salvia a few times and of course weed. i am excited. should i do it alone or with friends
maybe i am just unfamiliar with that term or maybe i am a dumbass...but what do you mean by double tab?
its just a double hit i guess...two hits cause they didnt cut it into two individual hits lol. on a piece of paper
So you know its just 2 blotters that are not seperated into individual doses .. If its your first time id just take 1 .. be smart and take it easy ..
I enjoyed myself very much. I also did some meditation and it was by far the strangest thing I've ever done...I was making the "Om" sound and then what would happen is I would listen for all parts of my body that "disagreed" with the sound, and that when I "asked them to agree" a purer, most beautiful sound was achieve as my body configured itself into the proper position, and for a while I could "hone in" on the sound itself, and track it down as one incredibly fast movement through space-time...My entire reality was shattered. I opened my eyes and looked at the clock, what seemed like hours was only a few minutes. I stood up from my chair and I felt like God. I realized more clearly that the universe must be modeled by some "equation" and therefore we are all perfectly proportioned. I realized that we are all operating at our full "space-time potential" every second, through ACTION. I realized that we are all beautiful because we are ONE POINT, one point PRECISELY IN TUNE WITH THE UNIVERSE. ACTION is divine, and that's what the ego doesn't want us to know. This has made me much more interested in meditation. I experienced an absolutely crazy sensation, that reminded me a lot of some stuff I read about buddhism. Oh, and the biggest thing I learned is that THERE IS NO MEANING. We are GODS. We are the only living beings we know of which can create their own meaning for things. Heaven and Hell exist on earth. WE CREATE THEM!! LIFE exists TO BE ENJOYED. Life itself is the greatest blessing. This search for meaning can kill us from the inside out.I realized that I have to accept full responsibility for any meaning i have created in my life. I also created the term "lifematician". I am a lifematician now. I seek to understand reality as well as I can. Life is a game. How is it possible that we observe, act, and evaluate? How can the same force do all?
Yeh that sounds like you had a right groovy time dude, glad you did the 2 even though on page 1 i advised to go with one ..
There are no answers, only question-paths! All questions have an answer, but this only creates another question. Some questions create paths that go in cycles and accomplish nothing. Stop stating ego lies in your head. Instead, ask yourself questions when you need information. After all, YOU are the one solving the problem anyway!! I just had a great meditation session. I found the key for me is to chant "om" as loudly and bravely as I feel content to do. My fear of being observed by others was clouding my thoughts until I let go and fully devoted myself to the Om sound. once again my body began to realign but I cut it short as I have homework to do lol.
Man, acid is the fuckin best. I did a tab each with a good friend today... There's nothing in this world quite like finding your sense of self.