Didn't mean any disrespect with it. I was just pointing out that no one is normal. And that there's no fun in trying to be anything. I have no problem with you wanting to take your mind to a different dimension at all, but what people are saying is that the mushroom can give wise advice. In the end, everyone has a different mind.
I know the mushrooms advice, personally I think its a little crazy voice...perhaps not too crazy as my priorities are pretty different from most...i'm purposely taking baby steps with getting my "priorities in order" I Just hate thinking about what my parents would think of me if they knew I was on mushrooms at that moment and the mushrooms just really intensify that feeling. When I was a youngster mushrooms just sent me into nothing but happy joyful amazingly beautiful trips...lately though they just seem more dull, I have fun times, but there's always been bad times too. I miss geeking out on the floor laughin 15 mins straight hardcore... no problem with acid though
just because people have treated you in a "lower" way does not mean you are that. you are whatever you want to be, do not choose your identity based on what your malefactors have branded you, do not be a sheep to their backwards energy
Twang, you are awesome. Easily one of the coolest doods on this board. I do however think you should listen to your feelings. The second you stop listening to what your body is telling you is the time that you cross into something you shouldn't be. Your body is AMAZING to tell you when it needs and stuff. BTW, you said when life starts treating you more seriously you will act more serious. You need a grenade or rocket thrown/shot at you? Took that for me to realize stuff. You are still young. Listen to your body and mind though. Know your body, know your mind, know your substance P.S. You are far from normal...
Writer, the sober me knows that, I guess mushrooms just fuck with my mind. Odd right? porkstock, I haven't eaten mushrooms since May and before that it was July 2008 that I last took them. I've only taken 4-aco-dmt once (August). So 2-3 times a year...that's not really a lot. I'd really prefer to do them more cause for me, a good mushroom trip blows acid out of the water. Thanks cod I know myself pretty well. my body, my mind, my limits, etc. mushrooms can just sometimes kick my mind's ass. I've had eery trips on them the past few times, dunno why I'm having this problem. Hopefully i'll be trying out some Pan Cyan's in the very near future and maybe they'll be a whole different trip. Happier I hope. Personally I think alot of the trip is in the mushrooms, not just your head. I've had batches of shrooms that gave everyone the same eery vibes, no way that's a coincidence. Off topic, but does anyone know why I can't get closed eye visuals? Doesn't matter the substance. Mushrooms, 4-aco-dmt, LSD, aMT....what gives? I haven't had closed eye visuals in over a year for sure. Mushrooms CEV's were my favorite, but on these past few trips I haven't gotten any, nor with any other substance that should produce them too.
I hope it sticks...im not experienced at all and will be getting some. Is this the reason why people use psychs? Increased appreciation?
so twang, maybe on some level, taking psychedelics for a long time, is kinda like smoking pot for a long time...you know? we'll never get as high as when we first started. weed used to make me insanely high, uncontrollable laughing, etc etc. now it's just a mellow buzz. or i get really anxious is i smoke a lot of good weed. maybe it's similar with tripping. the early trips were all good, but after tripping occasionally for a few years, you get used to it, and can't trip quite as hard. i know i get crazy CEVs on 2ce especially, but acid too. how do you compare 4acodmt to shrooms twang?
Ive taken mdma/meth a few times...i understand how raw and careless the world can be....yea. Iv'e also taken dxm ~50 times... And smoked grass. The E comedowns kind of disciplined me....but it wore off. Also, the time ive taken E i felt how painful things can be...
Set, setting. We are all trying to crawl back in the womb. But I know what you mean man. When I abused psychedelics a couple years ago, all that great stuff stopped happening. I would just get high, feel good, see rainbows, and listen to music or jam out. I was just doing it for the stimuli. After this period, I stopped all drugs for about 4-5 months. Now, I respect my substance as much I as I respect anything else. And I will usually trip once a week MAX. Even once a week is kind of party. I have tripped about 30 times since I stopped and every single one has helped me SO much. I am on my righteous path, and I have realized that if you are trying hard to get on this path, you probably wont get there. The righteous path finds you maaaaan.
I don't believe its as powerful, for me, but when I saw that girl given those powers from 4-aco-dmt I do believe 4-aco-dmt is on a completely different level than shrooms. I wouldn't use it to replace shrooms that's for sure.
If you think that brought out a true inner opinion smnoke, 150mg's of 5 -MEO-DMT out of a crackpipe with steel wool. Then a little bit of dried alphalpha then load the deamsters, get the glass hot. Then hit it...its wicked.
it's much more lucid than mushrooms with less bodyload. i took a lot of mushrooms when i was younger and loved them, but 4-aco-dmt seems to have a lot of the qualities i would now want out of mushrooms, without a lot of what i don't want. the clarity of a 4-aco-dmt trip is immense compared to mushrooms...but so closely resembles all of those old days that there's an element of nostalgia.
Yeah, a friend of mine said 4-aco was pretty much the same as psilo. Soon as my birthday present comes in, gonna just have to see how they are different. Sometimes the stomach cramps and ocassionally makes me puke as well. cannot wait to drop about 20mg!
where the hell do you get dmt? you just have to know someone who has it? cause I have never even met a person who's heard of someone who has it.