In love with everyone!

Herbuh,

I kinda feel the same way. It is not like I fall in love with everyone or every day. But i do have love for a woman. Not even multiple women, I just want that special bond to take place. What I do not understand is while I am being tame and lame and unpassionate they are interested and we may meet a few times or date. As soon as I try to unfold my feelings they start playing a really nasty game. I do not really get it at all.

It is like all i want to do is share love and all they want to do is fuck with my head over it. Really annoying.

Currently I saw this girl a few times, then around the time I started acting strangely she did also. Last I saw her out she was hiding as if I was going to do something bad to her. It was awkward . I sent her a message saying she was acting like a child and i hated her and she started communicating with me again.

its all so damn strange. I do not know what to do with this girl in particular. Let her go? Ignore the fact that I know she must be interested due to the time we have already spent? How do I play this game? I say I love her and she is an idiot and she says to play my games with another girl.

What game? I don't get it!! lol!!!

 

Gawd bless ya Sunchild77...... it sounds like just plain old insecurities to me.. everyone has them... you. i, everyone else... just carry on being you and it will all be ok...

 

i dont really flirt with people or date.... i just feel like, well, if we're in love, we're gonna fuck, we're gonna want to be laying all our time together, we're gonna want to do some of the same types of things, and of course, we are going to face massive challenges

 

im not insecure. im a mac daddy pimp who needs some love

 

not you sweetie.... them.... although i still think that all of us are a little insecure sometimes... i mean, why are you bothering to even think about these insecure women if you are not slightly insecure yourself? but then, i AM an old fart and i might be getting this completely wrong... and please tell me... what is a mac daddy pimp? i simply HAVE to know

 

something i heard a character in a film say.

I just find that women make me go crazy. Many things do actually. Literally I get like this intellectual OCD. I don't HAVE to do it but I feel like I should. Just to find out.

it never works out. LOL. Guess that is a learning experience.

 

wow i completely resonate with that post.

like i don't HAVE to stare at the sun but i feel like i should just to find out if you can actually go blind from it

then again i was tripping on LSD

 

do u sungaze? I learned about sungazing from HRM (youtube it!) and have been hooked. I once gazed for ten mintues and looked away and could see clearly with no after image.

 

well i once saw the all the sky and stars shooting thro the universe. like as if the world was shooting thro space or it was spining really really fast.

 

i was so paranoid after i had done it that i started researching and i stumbled upon sungazing. no i've never really tried it. dude, yea, HRM is fucked up he doesn't even eat food he gets it all from the sun. and yea, i think i'm fine since i did it probably around no more than an hour and a half before sunset and it was only for 30 seconds to a minute. but i was trippin on acid and i just got really paranoid about going blind after i had done it. it was a shame because up to that point the trip was so solid. oh well, live and learn.

 

were you tripping or what? this sounds awesome

 

yeah i was trippin on acid. there was like 8 of us or somthing around a fire. i wasnt trippin that hard but as i looked up it was incredible so yeah.

one time on new years i was on a few pills and lying down looking up at the sky talkin to my gf at the time on the phone, and i saw the shooting star i thought that was pretty cool.

 

Interesting that you think being a breatharian is fucked up, I think it is the single most awesome thing a human can do... live on prana. There's plenty of people doing so.

 

wtf is a breatherian lol

it just sounds fucked up... who would even go their lol

 

only people that are entirely unlike you
people like me, for example

 

damn u must be fucked up lol

 

i'm sorry man that's just too far for me. i love the pleasures of eating food too much. though, i do enjoy the fact that you don't necessarily need food to survive. perhaps someday relying on prana will be useful if the world goes up in shambles and there's not enough food to go around.

 

hmmm maybe one day they will invent a meal replacement pill. a herbal one. lol
i love herbs tho they are good not dissin them.
a vegetarian meal replacement pill lol. with extracts of importnant amino acids from meats lol
so u dickheads still have to have that shit anyway.
seriously i would never date or even hang out with a vegetarian... or a muslim. bahah