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Discussion in 'Introduce Yourself!' started by musicfreak9000, Oct 8, 2009.

  1. musicfreak9000

    musicfreak9000 Member

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    I've joined to learn more about the gay commertiy, I am bisexual myself and have been for a few month's, I personal dont see the point in pride though because I dont see why I should be proud to be bisexual same as I'm not proud to be white, I'm not asshamed or anything like that I just dont see the point of it thats all, just wonder why we have this 'pride' in the first place thats all.
     
  2. goodvibes83

    goodvibes83 Senior Member

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    welcome to the forums
    and you make a good point, pointing out the notion of a middle area between ashamed and prideful...contentment
     
  3. musicfreak9000

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    I'm not really 'content', its more like i just dont care, same as i wear a lot of black, i like it i do it, no point doing thing in your life you dont like when your going to die either way
     
  4. Ddoright

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    [/IMG Holy crap man - that's a pretty dark point of view. You've got a body that is capable of pleasure, love, joy, ecstacy, amazement, beauty, compassion, empathy and on and on. Forget about the I don't care s*** and enjoy what you have. [​IMG] Let your brain experience this wild and wonderful world before you blow your brains out.[B][I][COLOR="Sienna"]Hey - you mig...8975-59B6B57A7807/15688/flowerchild.jpg[/IMG]
     
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    if anything what i said is the only way to live a good life, were all going to die in the end so what not spend the time you go doing the things you love, lifes short so live it good

    my mum's dead, my dads an alcholic, i've got hardy anyone but i still live my life as happy as i can.
     
  6. Ddoright

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    You have my sympathy man - especially if your young. Hang in there - don't listen to destructive music - life is in the brain man - what the brain says - IS. Don't let your dad's life ruin yours - f*** him man. Find people that are on a on a high and stick with them - High on life or weed or compassion or whatever makes life worthwhile. The alternative is death - spiritual and physical.
     
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    But music and my dad are the only thinks keeping me going, I'm the only family he's got left, all his brothers are dead, my sept brothers and sister all fucked up there lifes, he's 61 for fuck sake, and as for music, give me 1 conset ticket to see atmosphere live insted of even having anything else I can get.

    And yes I am quite young you could say, I'm 15
     
  8. Ddoright

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    Yep - you're young. At 15 you can't see around the corner man. There's a lot of sucky stuff out there - but there's a lot of good stuff - great stuff. Hold out for love man - it sounds stupid - but one dose of love for a dude or dudette and your whole world will be rocked.

    Love your dad - but his life is not yours. Put a wall there man - crawl over the wall to help your dad then crawl back over into your world and put his world away. Believe it or not - his world is not your's. You're 15 man - don't throw in the towel yet.
     
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    i anit (not even close), i doubt i'll ever get any love, most people hate me, mostly because its a 'cool' thing to do at my school and i dont really have any social skills, hell i just even ask a girl out right. But as long as long as i got my guitar and my music im happy
     
  10. Ddoright

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    Good to talk to you man - you sound pretty cool to me. There's somebody out there for everybody - try to be patient - at 15 that ain't easy - try being 62 - it's a whole lot easier. Gotta go - talk to you later.
     
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