The toll ecstasy is starting to take.

(This post might be boring at first but it gets interesting at the end.)
So me and a group of 5 or 6 of my friends have really gotten into ecstasy this past summer and have still been doing a decent amount. 3 of my friends, I'll refer to as b,c and d took a real lot of rolls this summer and by the end of the summer they were robbing kids just to get more. They would ask kids if they wanted them to get them ecstasy, they'd get the money and never get it for them. Friday night a freshman in my school gave me gold to trade in. I gave it to my friends b,c and d to trade in and we got $150. We gave the kid $50 and kept the rest for our group. I felt kind of guilty about that. Then sunday my friend m gave me $40 to get him weed. My friends b,c, and d were gonna drive us somewhere to pick it up. They told me they wanted to rob him and I didn't really care to stop them. So they robbed him and I also took a roll that night with the money we got. All I could think about was how much it sucked being in this world where my friends were robbing my other friends(all people in this story were really good friends at the beginning of this summer). Also I couldnt help but think how I needed to quit doing ecstasy for a while but I'm gonna have a hard time doing so, since I've tried stopping a few times already. Me and a few other friends agreed on our last roll we were all starting to lose our memories and felt so stupid compared to last school year.
Then Monday I went over to my friend j's house with my friend m to smoke some weed. She couldn't find the bag so she went upstairs to get more. When she realized the other weed was gone too we thought she mustve been robbed. Also two cartons of cigarettes and $500 in change were gone. We realized it mustve been our friend c who had mysteriously gotten a large bag of weed out of nowhere and was selling. We also realized he was the only other 1 who knew where all the weed would've been. So what I found out happened later that night was my friend c had gotten his ass kicked by my friends j's dad. And the dad called the cops. My friend c was caught with all the stolen items. The final twist in it all my friend m was also involved in the robbery, even though he came to the house to smoke after and acted like nothing happened. I saw my friend c in handcuffs and this was devastating. He's in for a lot of trouble considering he already has a court case going on involving a house robbery. When I got home I broke down crying. I hadn't cried in so long and it felt good to get it all out. Drugs definitely change people when not taken in moderation.

 

so then what did you learn?

 

Sounds like The Basketball diaries minus the gay sex

 

I learned I'm done with bombs for a good while and when I start again use moderation. Because I know my friend c isn't like that at all, it's only cause he got so into bombs he did that. And now our weed supplys gone for a while. fuckers

 

Oh yeah, blame the drugs.

THAT makes sense.

And from the sounds of it there was lots of anal penetration you are not telling us about. Fucking drama queens.

YOu made me feel better about myself today.

 

Tell me about it..

This just in: Stupid people do stupid shit... more news at 11..


FWIW: there's always time to turn it around. You don't have to be a degenerate junkie your whole life.. you can stop whenever you want.

 

lighten up everybody. i agree drugs do change ppl but that doesnt mean they shouldnt be held responsible for their actions. if i had friends that were robbing my friends i definetly would stop hanging out with the obvious group. i had to call the cops on my best friend when he was wacked on acid threatening to kill himself. it was one of the hardest things ive had to do. E in itself fucks with ur brain man hardcore, set some kind of limit. i wont roll mroe than once or twice a month, anyways hope things work out for the best. keep your head up

 

you are officialy friends with meth heads. If you got pills That's more why then MDMA. I don't know at least to me you have described the garden varity meth fiend.