yea thats the reason i dont do bars anymore except on special occasions like christmas, halloween, birthdays, weekends, and wednesdays.
Unfortunately I need xan's for my panic disorder, I have had the blackouts before and they can be a good time esp. if your with friends and all of you wake up to a trashed house/crashed car (hopefully its not your car) trying to figure out what the hell happened but now they just stabilize my mood.
i love xanax or really any benzo....last night i took a handfull of footballs and started drinking barcardi and an excess of beer and the last thing i remember was drinking my first 3 beers....andi ended up at 2 kids house and ended up calling some girl to come get me at 3 in morning and i only kno this cuz i was told this morning. it hilarious trying to/ finding out what u actually did
i dont remember the first time i took xanax. i do however remember the first time i realized that you dont remember things on xanax. something about delicious brownies..
Alpraz can be some dangerous shit. Once you black out you tend to go into 'auto drive' mode and do really dumb shit. It's bad, lol. I remember taking 6mg's on a DOI trip and drinking heavily, yet I remember pretty much everything, and calling a bunch of people and hardly being able to talk at all. And having them repeat everything like 3 times because I had no memory, but the DOI kept me hyperaware. Bleh. I tend to do well with 2mg + some drinks Though lately I've been building quite the tolerance and that 2mg is more like 5mg now.
