E can be fun, but if it triggers that kind of response for you, it won't be good for your over all wellbeing. You should call it quits for E.
i would imagine that taking an anti-psychotic would seriously detract from the mdma experience. it might suck, but if it's making you psychotic, then it's something you're much better off staying away from.
please see a therapist or something, my money says you have a form of skitzophrenia, you NEED TO GET THIS CHECKED OUT, you can receive medication to help this subside...
tell him you're seeing this shit, it's a fucking skitzo case and a half, a bi polar disorder wouldn't cause shit like that.
:cheers2:hey man, the same thing happened to me a few years ago. streaks of rainbows and shit in my eyes, the 'dillusions' and voices and shit. but it became a spiritual thing to me and so when i was PUT in the mental hospital, and they labeled me skitzo-effective which is supposedly a mix of skitz and bi polar i thought they were commies tryin to suppress and control my mind cause i read 1984 too many times and things like that so it has to do alot with your enviorment and types of people in your life. my advice to you is find a religion and stick with it that way when they tell you your crazy you can rely on that to back you up in certain situations. hope this helps. =) ~amanda
why do you speak of them as though they're 'fairy tales'? You don't know what's on the other side what so ever.
lol, obviously. but it worked out for me great. i can say i'm taoist, pagan, or catholic, depending on my mood and who's asking. ;0)
ill believe in such fairy tales when i have imperical evidence of such things as 'gods' and saviors and prophets being true. its not hard for the rational thinker to see that these things are make believe. you don't still believe in santa clause, do you? but then again this is the drug forums... :cheers2:
