i don't want to be Bi

no this is open for anything now i would say. but i appreciate the responses

 

You're an idiot! Liking men and women is cherry pie. And I have to say that sleeping with men > woman.

 

I feel ya. I ain't had sex with anyone and always wanted a girlfriend first. But all this gay stuff has come up all the time out of everywhere that seems to hint at me wanting dudes and it worries me.

This one time I was on LSD and I was talking with like this spirit or something, some voice was talking to me, and we discussed like everything in my life and what I should do, and what it all means, then at the end of thise like hour long talk with this spirit it said "but your gay"

and I was just like GOD DAMNIT, even fucking LSD and spirits are telling me this, why do I have to deal with this. I feel like I'm going gay just out of lack of women and I'm not really gay. Like how dudes in prison go gay out of lack of women, but my prison is like my own mind and the fact I incredibly socially inept and just can't talk the talk with people, which makes my fluency with flirting with girls absolutely zero.

But I've decided to just be asexual. Fuck that LSD spirit and fuck human sexuality. Who needs it. I just got to get myself out of the habit of masturbating then I'll be free of it.