i wish they made a vaccine that prevented heartache.

I do not understand how this love stuff is so addictive and wonderful...and yet so potentially harmful. It's like heroin.

I finally find the 'man of my dreams', the one I have been looking for, the one that since day 1, has spoken straight to my heart...

And he chooses a woman that he has NEVER EVEN MET, over me. And says I ''just have bad timing''. But that he is ''truly honored that I would even be interested in him" and that I am "a genius, and beautiful and the nicest person he has ever met in all the world"(mind you the last part really does mean a lot to say, he is the son of a Nigerian diplomat, and has traveled the whole world and has met 1000's of important, well-to-do people...)

I know that it shouldn't bother me. I know that I should feel like 'he's missing out' and it's really 'his loss'. But my heart just kind of shattered into a thousand pieces earlier tonight when he told me about the other girl. I mean, it's not as though we were exclusive. But it hurts. It's the worst kind of ache. In the pit of my chest. It feels like he carved out a part of me and took it with him. I want to cry, but it's like I am even past the point of tears, it's such a terrible pain.

And the worst part is that she's terrible for him. I know who she is and she is just so daft, so mainstream, so brainless, like a sheep. She knows nothing of the world. And she is about 9 months pregnant currently!!! It's not even his baby, obviously... And he says that "I mean just as much to him as she does and that he would like to remain just as good of friends as we are now because he needs my thoughts and my advice because I am so smart and I'm the only one who understands him and etc.". Well, it's abundantly clear, that I do not mean as much to him as she does. I just don't understand. I just do not fucking understand it. If I am the only person on this earth who truly understands him, then why would he want to be with anyone else?!

Is suppose all I can do is hope that he comes to his senses someday soon and will realize just exactly what he has given up in the pursuit of who the hell knows what.........

Why is love so random? I can't stand it.

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Now please excuse me, if you would, while I go curl up and die.

 

You’d be surprised just how powerful we’re attracted to women who look dumb (or daft as you've described it)
the allure is absolute and primal


Hotwater

 

Whatever, man. Maybe some, but certainly not all.

 

Seems like he may live to regret this.

 

Heartbreak sucks. It has taken me to my lowest point more than a few times, so I feel your pain.

What can I say? Naturally somebody who could do something like that to you isn't worth being with. Your love is wasted on someone who doesn't appreciate it.

Big hugs.

 

he actually has already admitted to me, just recently, that he is, infact, regretting it.

hahahahahahahahahahahaha. HA HA HA.

i'm going to make him crawl around and beg for quite a while before i even think about giving this guy another chance.

 

you go girl!

 

i think theres a few questions you need to be asking yourself here, i find it extremely hard to believe that he would choose a pregnant girl he's never met over you....

perhaps hes been dishonest about a couple things?


how do you know hes never met her, and how do you know the baby isnt his?!

sounds to me like hes choosing doing whats right over following his heart, and if he told you the truth any chances of a future would be out the window.

i dont mean to sound so cynical, but the story just doesnt make sense...

know what i mean/!?

 

I bet its his kid.

I hate being in love haha, its so irritating, and when i finally get with the person i cant stand it feels like im being boxed in and i hate that feeling. i dont know why i do it to myself.