So tonight I decided, pretty randomly, to trip acid. I had always been interested in tripping alone; the only time ive ever tripped by myself was on dxm and it was a fairly low dose. I took one hit and waited about an hour... watched a movie, read some of a book. I stared at the ceiling and watched it move for a bit, but realized that I wasn't really tripping. I took the second 2 hits, hoping that I would be tripping like crazy in an hour. I took the first hit at around 11 I think, and it's 5:40am right now. Throughout the trip, I was relatively disappointed due to the fact that I had taken 3 times the amount I had the first time I tripped on acid and was 1. able to read 2. actually wanted to be on a computer and 3. somewhat bored. I put on some music, looked at the posters on my wall, watched my walls come to life. They were breathing with me. I watched the things on my wall move and come out of the wall towards me. Then I grabbed a pen and a notebook and just started drawing. I'm not sure how many pages I used up but probably a lot, and I'm sure it is just scribbles now... but watching my pen, my black pen, touch the paper and suddenly create a rainbow of colors I didn't even know existed, all moving and changing. I created towers, faces, blocks, patterns of lines that criss-crossed and jumped out of the page and wiggled away. Finally I decided to watch Donald Duck, because I watched it sober and kept thinking "I wonder what this would be like while tripping on acid" despite how much I dislike TV while I'm tripping. I enjoyed it just as much as I normally do, laughed out loud at every goofy frame and realized things were no different. At that moment, I was considering this trip barely a trip... considering I'd taken 3 hits.... But then, something came over me... I can't explain it at all, just this feeling that everything was right in the world, that my trip was only half over, and that the strength of the trip shouldn't affect what I get out of it. Maybe I was only meant to trip so hard this time, and still get the most out of it. I still have 4 or 5 more hours to go. I plan on lying down in my bed, closing my eyes, and seeing where I end up. PS: I am wondering whether it's the fact that I'm alone or the fact that I had weak acid that made my trip not as intense.... I'm definitely tripping but it's all visual, like I'm thinking completely clear, I'm just seeing shit...
Well you got to ask yourself what do you expect from your trip? Is a strong trip for you something that will make you hallucinate like mad and see aliens for example? I've tripped about 5 or 6 times taking 2 hits most of the time, 3 fewer times and 4 once. Each trip did not differ much at the end it's the environment you present yourself in. I do acid because it puts me in that perfect mind state your probably experiencing as i type this . I like to spend time outdoors and notice things in the world + nature that I haven't seen before. All my senses are maximized and I feel as if I'm enlightened, perfect as a whole. Since I love learning and seeking the truth, I spend alot of my trips alone and in general reflecting about my life and thinking about the world. I do this because in the acid state my mind flows like a pure river. The acid your on probably has the same potency as the hits I have done. Try to think, reflect and self - Analyze yourself to reach any potential you want. It's you and there's no limits go nuts!
well for me, if i can read/type/operate a computer I'm not tripping hard enough. what frustrated me so much during the trip was that I was seeing all sorts of shit, but it started to get boring cause I kept seeing the same stuff, and my mind wasn't going anywhere, my mind was so normal it was all just visual. I realized I filled about 20 pages in my notebook of some sick drawings though, which is awesome, like some of them are actually pretty cool (I thought I'd wake up today and just see a bunch of scribbles). It's cool cause I know every single line on the paper had a reason to be there for whatever reason, and every picture had some kind of story to go along with it, although I don't remember much at this point because I know whatever song was playing on my itunes had a lot to do with each picture. It was also really interesting to see the first half of the pictures, which were drawn while listening to Animal Collective, and then the second half which were drawn while listening to a jazz playlist. I had a definitely theme throughout each half but the way I drew shit in the second half was just so different from the first.
I love acid sleep, time does not exist.. You don't know if your sleeping or awake. It's very light. The dream you have are amazing your mind just keeps making them, so vivid and real almost as if lucid dreaming.
the drawing can look like a mess a week from today but while tripping it's as if your mind is materilizing thoughts on paper. A friend of mine once drew a very complex picture on her desk while tripping (she draws very well btw) and to a person not tripping it looks like scribbles. I came over to her house while on acid once and looked at her drawing. It came to life and I saw what she intended to draw. It's like a gif picture in the pc with motion and everything. I described to her what she drew and she said that's what she saw aswell. Almost feels like magic eye pictures back in the day, some can see them some cannot, haha.
