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ill write a trip report on the next day, too tired now... i had full on visuals, i tripped out hard. fuck, it was a really really wonderful experience
I find less than an 8th to be pretty pointless, but that's just me. There were a couple of times where I ate 2 - 4 grams and was kinda tripping, but mostly bored. Then I got my ass handed to me by a quarter, and every time I do shrooms I feel like I'm gambling with my sanity and always have really anxious comeups. thankfully, I haven't had a 'bad' trip since than quarter.
Ok as promised, trip report. So i started chewing them up at 9pm. I was at my pc at the time. Now i have to tell you about my room, im an art student, and my walls are covered with interesting pieces/graphics/notes/drawings/old work of various sizes and colors, its kinda inspires me and looks like a nice composition itself... also theres a huge old style world map right behind my monitor... i usually burn candles, so i had those lit. I ate the shrooms on an empty stomack, washing them down with hot citrus tea. The strain was amazonian cubensis, harvested and dried a few days earlier... Tea was perfect because after like five minutes i could feel my stomack being upset, and more tea effectivelly calmed it down by the next 5min. So I'm sitting there, listening to the cranberries, not thinking about it. I get really cold, and my legs begin feeling really odd. this is around 12 minutes in. I stand up and move hands in the air, and it looks really weird, but i think its too early - must be placebo. i sit back down. Behind the burning candles there are some prints i made, which were illuminated really nicely, im looking at them and they begin moving very gently. I keep looking and my jaw begins to drop... the world map infront of me, it got split into layers, it looked very beautiful. So now i stand up, this is 20minutes in. And i feel this huge pressure inside, an emotion i really want to express but cant think of a way... reminds me of MDMA almost. i walk about my room feally really really good smiling and moving all around, and then i realise, this is completely off the charts compared to what i have experienced before, and its just the come up. I lied down and looked at my now alive wall... colours were swirling and interacting with each other, it was so beautiful. I lied there with my eyes tearing up. When i let go i felt like i wasnt in control at all, and it kinda worried me abit, but then i could concentrate and go back to reality for a moment, i saw this as being able to handle it so far, which i think helped blow away any at the time negative emotions. Like 25 minutes in, i felt really hungry, and began eating a pear... it was so delicious and juicy... om nom nom. Anyway, it began being kinda hard to stand, i lied down again. after 10minutes, I began seeing bright coloured astral projection like curvy lines and shapes floating around, forming grids and coming right at me, it was really abstract, and so bright for a second i thought the brightness would fuck up my eyes. Windows media player would change the ambience of the room because it was so dark, and so would the projections, it was really amazing to look at. I closed my eyes, and saw cartoon fields of daisies and a happy sun and mario turtles crawling about, it was odd and funny... then it began taking over... Suddenly my whole field of vision would get clouded, and i would see in multicolored hexagons, it formed a 3d tunnel which was moving rapidly, the colors were changing just like a bubble would in sunlight. I felt the only thing keeping me real was the music i heard, and it sounded delicious. I rolled over and pushed myself against my wall... the room was a very faded blue now, and i tripped out hard for a minute... My room dissapeared, i was in some huge circular structure with a honeycomb like pattern. It was very pale, i was lieying in the middle on some table, and i heard voices... i cant remember what was said, just that i didn't want to leave at the time,I was really curious... but then i was back in my room, looking at my walls, they would come and go - i thought they were see through, but there was nothing behind them - really odd. By now, some Beatles were playing, it was around 10pm... Everything began to melow out, i felt in control and very happy. I looked at my body, and it looked like i was made of plasticine lol, my palm wrinkles hipnotised me for a second, all textures looked very different and really calming and pleasing. I went to the bathroom, and started laughing at the mirror... My whole face was morphing and changing like in that LSD video on youtube, it was so funny. I could see golden glitters floating around everywhere, it was like a magical fairytail in a way... i almost felt like i traveled back in time or some thing like that... Also, my toilet flushed multicolored water xD Then i came back and my room smelt of burnt hair... i began thinking wtf, i checked the candles and it loosek like there were some burnt hairs, i thought shit i must have put my head in the candle earlier while zoning out ... this is where the trip began getting scary... i kept feeling my hair, imagining it all smoldering and smoking, but it wasnt and i calmed myself down, it was just my imagination. I tried drawing, it was wonderful, seeing the texture absorb the ink... After the trip i saw they were just random scribbles and shapes lol. Anyway, i realized it felt like this has been going on for a really really long time, and it was just like 2 hours. From there on in, i just sat thinking about my life, and people around me. I realised what kind of a person im becoming... I kept asking wtf am i doing here, it seems like im just killing time untill something happens to my life, while what im really doing is living... And i started thinking of the process involved, and many other really personal ideas that may not make sense to any one else other then me... I felt really alive, really confident and happy with myself. I also questioned my relationships with other people, how i may come across as self centered, and how odd i must seem to people, but i felt calm and glad, i accepted that im just an individual, and everyone is odd in their own way. By 12am, i still felt really good, walls were still breathing, stuff moving, but i felt i was back. I played some guitar, watched a couple of movies, and went to sleep for like 13 hours, dreaming of crazy shit. There was a time where i really wanted to smoke some weed, but i had a sore throat, so i had to say no... But it was ok i guess, i got to experience the full effect of mushrooms without anything clouding it. I loved the trip, I'm surprised of the experience i got from that dose, i was not expecting so much (and am glad i didn't wait until i got 3.5g or so, because i probably would have done something retarded.) I got to understand the need for a sitter on higher doses. Next time i hope ill get to experience it in nature during day time, i stared out my window for a while into the darkness, trees were breathing, sky was roaring, i could see shit glowing in the dark and bright shapes forming, the stars inviting me out to play, but i had to resist... i probably would have freaked out a lot of people should i come in contact to them.
The Cranberries are the fucking shit when tripping But no, you don't need a trip sitter, you won't do stupid things on higher doses, things will just become more colorful/odd. Trip sitters suck, sober people are such a buzz kill when tripping.
yeah i can picture that happening. fuck, it was such a different thing to anything i have had so far... how eating a few dry mushrooms can have such an incredible effect.
Most of mine at 3.5 was nuts as well, but not completely over the edge (or atleast "I" wasn't). Then again, When I do 3.5gs alone, its completely different, VERY intense. Set n setting
Man, its been so long since I've gotten shrooms. The guy who I got them from moved. My new guy has DAAAAAANK pot, but thats it. I think he is one of those people who think everything but pot is poison. I'll be able to get some winter break though from a friend.