Since when is saying hi so hard to do?

I really want to say hi to my crush, but me and him had an awkward past over a situation that shouldn't matter anymore. This situation made him judge me.

I want to talk to him because I'll be surprised if he still is judging me, but there's 2 issues:
1. If you want to talk to him, you have to be the one to go up to him and start the conversation. It's not like he's trying to be mean, thats just his personality. I'm scared that if we do talk, I'll be the one to always have to start the conversations, and we won't really get anywhere. How do I deal with this?

2. Guys, after a year or 2, would you still hold a grudge over someone? Especially if you really didn't know the person?

 

i think you can always do something to increase your chances and any obstacle is completely in your mind... as in, its only an obstacle if you let it be one.

passion is overwhelming and true love is unstoppable.

 

Only one way to find out.