Okay, I guess I'm gay.

I spent over 2 hours with a straight friend, kissing and licking his balls, kissing and nibbling on his dick and head, and sucking for all I was worth until I thought my jaw would snap! While going down on his dickall the way to the back of my throat to the point of nearly gagging, , and massaging his balls, he suddenly got up on his elbows after laying on his bed with his feet dangling, and I felt him shove in to my face with his thigh, and then felt the unmistakable squirting of his cum in my mouth! I swallowed every bit at the same moment I came. Gosh, this was my first time, and I absolutely love the thought of doing it again and again. I cannot forget the taste of his cum, and how much I long for that taste sensation again!. I find myself seeking more men so I can relive having a beautiful dick in my mouth and a pretty set of balls near my chin as I massage those sweet little nuggets. What am I going to do? I'm so masculine, and would have never dreamed of becoming an absolute lover of cock. What can I do folks, as I'm scared to death?

 

Dude, it is just sex. And it happens all the time. What's there to be scared about? You love sucking cock, and there are loads of other guys out there who just love to be serviced by an enthusiatic cocksucker. What's your problem here? If you enjoy it, no one gets hurt, and the other dude(s) enjoy it, what's there to sweat about?

 

Kewl, I appreciate the kind words, buddy. You are a real nugget! I am meeting another guy this upcoming Tuesday! I just hope I don't fall in love with some guy!

 

Hehehehe! Dude, thanks for the kind words

Sure, it may happen. You may fall for another dude. This is not precisely unheard of. You'll cross that bridge when you get there. Actually, a few very masculine dudes have been there already. It did not take away any of their masculinity either. I do not see why should it harm you in any way, if it happens?

KD

 

I happen to live in a very right wing state thay,s full of self rightious people. I thought for sure that I'd get blasted on this site. Thank you again for the great insight! Take care and hopefully I'll see you around here again. Chris

 

Hey Chris:

Yup. I have been hanging around these boards for a while now... So, you'll see me around here.

Do not spend any of your time worrying about the self-righteous guys out there. They are basically minding other people's business because they cannot take care of their own stuff. What happens behind your closed doors is really only your business and no one else's... In real life, their approval of your actions carries very little weight.

KD

 

hate to rain on your parade but if you like cock you're not 100% straight. one thing is to try it another thing to love it. and masculinity has nothing to do with your sexuality. the fact that you like cock doesn't mean you're less masculine now, or should be.

 

I think you can't be gay and straight, meri, and the title says I guess I'm gay... Anyways I'm glad you've come to your senses XD the more gays the merrier. I'm pretty masculine but I'm also bi. I don't really think it has anything to do with that though, you are who you are.

 

no, the kewldewd wrote it all off as just sex, as if who he liked having sex with had nothing to do w/ his sexuality. that's why i responded. i disagree.

 

You guys are awesome! I appreciate it a great deal. I met another guy through craigslist, and gave him a blow job and still enjoyed it, again! I hope you all don't mind if I stick around here? Unsure if you guys mind hearing about a guy sucking dick! This is the gay portion, but still thought I'd ask. Thanks again you all. Chris

 

not at all. it's an open forum.

 

Nope. This was never my intention. The OP openly stated in his headline: "Okay, I guess, I'm gay."

He then, went on to say that he was immensely enjoying sucking on his str8 friend's dick, and that he was looking forward to repeat experiences. Having declared himself gay in his headline, I saw no issue with the OP seeking more gay sex.

What got you on the wrong track was my reaction to his "being scared shitless". I saw no reason for him to be scared shitless, just because he has had M2M sex or any sex within reason for that matter.

Then, the OP went on to explain that he lived in a very conservative environment, and that he thus feared that we would be kicking his ass here, too. (Which is not the case...)

Sorry, that you got me wrong... You also might have missed to read his headline... no harm done.

KD

 

I think its sooo hott, the opening paragraph, Im this unfortunate girl who gets turned on by gay guys..... I think the majority of us would never judge, not to mention disapprove.... its sexy, I wish you all the best.... but do take care

 

I just wanted to ask a question of all of you. I run ads on craigslist, letting guys know, that I want to give a man of any legal age, an affectionate tender blow job, but really seem to have a hard time getting someone to actually follow through. I get many contacts, then these same people will just not follow through. I was contemplating trying to establish a long time relationship with another man, and it sure seems like it's gonna be real hard to find someone who can appreciate love or being loved, let alone getting his dick sucked. Any advice on anchoring a long term gay relationship? I really do think about being next to a man all the time, and not just sexually. In short, I just want to know what to say, that might attract a man to want to engage in a long term relationship be it for love or sex or whatever. But love is my long term goal with another man.

 

I can't believe what I'm saying! I am really upside down with my emotions. I see so many cute good looking guys, and I just feel that finding someone who really wants a loving tender relationship is not going to happen, and I wonder, should I keep pursuing this stupid fantasy BS or just have fun and stick to sucking guys off when ever I can find someone willing? I've lived in the same house my whole life, and so moving is hard to stomach, but maybe I should look elsewhere in a more liberal environment, or perhaps in another country. I don't know. Maybe I just need to have my freakin head examined!

 

you sound more flat out confused than gay, straight, bi or anything else really...

 

Balloon, You are super cool, and very warm indeed! Thank you for making me feel so welcome, all of you. Thank you. I truly have found some great friends. Chris

 

Hah, it's all good. I love hearing gays being happy so if sucking cock gets you happy I'm all for it! I also do love gay stories, more than regular ones actually so if you got some hot night to talk about, DO TELL!


My mistake Meri, I do agree with you there.

 

relationships take work. it's not going to happen overnight and it doesn't function by some magic formula that you can learn and effect. every relationship is unique just as the people in it.

also --- starting a relationship on the basis of wanting to be in one is all the wrong reasons for it. the idea is to want to be with that other person, to make a life with him or whatever. the reason should be that other guy, not the relationship itself.

i say keep meeting other guys -- not just for sex, for friendship, etc -- and if you find someone you see yourself spending a life with, then start to think about a relationship. getting into a relationship should be a natural progression of the events not something you have to 'start/create/make work/etc'.

 

Dude, you have no idea how many guys won't to get their dick's sucked. By guy or woman. Some guys don't even see that as gay. I mean as long as they aren't the ones doing it. Just my opinion though.