Hey everyone, hope all is good with you guys.. Anyhow, I just got back from a weekend away with my wife, and had a very odd experience w/ molly... Anyhow, I'm hoping someone can tell me what happend, if this is noraml, or just shead some light on this. Anyhow, we took off for a weekend away, and I had recently picked up some pure mdma... Our plan was to just sit by the fire, chill, and reconnect. Until now, I have had experience with e in very low doeses... I really had no idea what to expect when the drug kicks in, but, I do smoke regullary, am experienced with mushrooms, and lsd.. but was not sure what the high was suppose to "really" feel like with E other than reports I have read. So, here is what happed.. around 8:00, I took .1 of molly.. we went for a walk, I smoke a tiny bit of herb, and we just sat around listening to music. Things felt good, but very normal. I was not really feeling buzzed or as if like anything major hit me. I noticed things felt "off" or not the same, even when the hurb started to wear down.. So, about an hour later, I took an additional 1/2 a dose - and thats when I ran into some trouble. about 20 min after that, I started to feel very HOT. shortly after, my skin got very "clammy" - and I started to sweat so much and began to feel nausia. I really wasnt sure what was happening, but I didn't feel like it was leading to someting really bad, so I just decided to ride things out. about 15 min into this, all of that started to fade away.. Again, I did not feel anything out of the noram.. the herb was gone at that time, but the room just didn't look the same... however, in my head, I was totally "normal". I was on the couch with my wife, and we were just talking, and noticed that I just began (and it was so easy) talking to my wife about things I just never thougth I would ever be able to tell any human being. I just connected with her unlike I ever thought possible... (but remember, I was not stoned, or messed up in any way... I felt normal (but not normal), it was like I was so in control of everything, but I just talked and talked and talked.. 4:00am I was telling my wife so much... Also I found that all my defenses were compleatly gone. I was able to be receptive, non defensive.. she could tell me anyting, I was happy to hear her... and I could tell her everything and anyting... but again, I was not "in any other place" than where I was... The only real physical effect I noticed was with my puples. I went into the bathroom (lots of light), and noticed my puples were not only HUGE, but they just seem so black, and it looked morbid (I head about this).. it was pretty cool. Oh, and even though during the whole time I was not "high" - I felt a calmess I have not felt in years. What was odd was the next morning, I felt no hang over, I slept 2hrs that night tops, and felt so good the next morning... It is now Monday morning, and I am finding the calm is still with me... Anyhow, the experince was not what I was expecting, but I can tell you, I do not think my life will ever be the same again. I found that I was being killed by stress... (my job was putting me thorugh a lot), I was working so much, and missing out on my family, and other things... It was an incredible thing... but the over heating and sickness at the beginning sucked and had me a bit worried... was that something that happens? the experience was not even close to how I imagined it. Anyhow, I was wondering if I took too much, if it could have been other things (I took 3 advil before as I had a huge monster headach), could it not have been mdma, or was it just an odd fluke, maybe it was the hurb, or our crappy restarunt dinner? or was this a bad reaction that should never have happend? Anyhow, if someone could shead some light on what happend (the heat and seating was really troublesome, but again, it lasted about 15 minuts or so... but felt much longer... Thanks everyone, and btw - thanks for all your great advice over the year... I appriciate eveyone on here. Peace Soc
Welcome to MDMA You are describing the normal effects of 100mg. If you want more of a "high" rather than an emotional opening, take like .3
yes pure mdma is very subtle. i remember .1 feeling very similar, it hardly felt like a "drug" but i was just in a very warm, open mood. did you notice euphoria or anything physical (feeling light, etc)? i can't wait to try 200mg+ also, are you on any meds? if so that may have something to do with the sweating and heat.
Hey guys, Thanks for the info.. Yea, I am starting to feel ok with what happend, and have read its not uncommon.. I am also starting to think it may have not been as bad as I may have tought (probably was a lot more going on in my head). I also spoke w/ a friend, who is more experienced, and told me what I experienced is called "the rush" - and its normal.. I should not have been taking showers, and running around.. next time I should chill and wait out the rush... On a side note, and this is something I just feel I need to share with you guys... Since Saturday, I feel different - and the feeling has not gone away.. I still feel calm.. (something new for me).. I have also not smoke weed for 2 days (something huge for me), and do not miss it. I will smoke on weekends - but no more daily smoking.. that was taking so much away from people around me.. and I was just becoming a cronic. Sorry, but I think Saturday did this all for me... Anyhow, I'm happy.. have a great week guys Peace Soc
Yeah dude, you were just rollin' that's sounds exactly like the effects of MDMA. I noticed you said you had experiences with Mushroioms and LSD, so maybe you were expecting something like that? but the way you describe being so open and connect to things you never thought you were is definatly descriptive of MDMA. and also most people don't get a hangover the first time they use it, they usually get more of an "afterbuzz" where they just feel really calm and still connected to things (almost as if they're still on the drug, even though they're sober) sounds pretty straight foreward to me
to be honest, 100mg of molly changed my perspective on a lot of things, even changed my literal perception of the world for a short while, more so than any substance i've ever ingested. such an interesting chemical. socratez, do you have a different dose in mind for next time?
Sounds like when I tried them. =) I too had the nausea. But it wore away and I had a wonderful time on it. So happy you enjoyed them and that ou have fuond so much happiess from it! That is wonderful!!! Your wife must be very happy also.
Hey Greg, Yea, I wouldn't say I was expecing LSD or mushies.. but I was excpecting "something" other than just the emotions... The room looked funny the whole time... almost like things were abit foggy... but.. compaired to even smoking weed, there was no real "buzz". you know, when you smoke a doob, you really know your high.. with this one, It was all emotional... What I did experience was some anxiety when we were going to try to crash for the night... I've been quite a stress ball, and I just didn't want to go to sleep... I almost panniced, as I didn't want to wake up and have things go back to the way they were before. They however didn't ... its day 4, still no weed, no stress panic, I'm still calm.. PS: If I keep this as a very rare thing, could I avoid those hangovers your talking about
Ok man, to be truthful, What I was really after originally was - the "touchy feely" part of mdma.. I was hoping for some great dancing (just the 2 of us), the euphoria, and the best sex ever... Instead, what I got, was a gift... this was so fucking awesome... It may have even saved me... There was very little Eurphoria... and mostly hours of soul searching, and just admitting to myself a lot of things I lived in denial with...
well the tendency that i've been seeing is that the first time people take it they don't really get the hangover at all. but usually after that they start to get the hangovers the day after. most people who get them take some 5-HTP to help thier serotonin system recuperate.
Cool.. I heard that this could happen... just never thought 1 TIME!!!! I also did not want to change "yet" - I figured one day I will pull my stuff together again... wow... Anyhow, yea, for next time - it will be in a few months (want to take it easy), but I'm thinknig of the same dose .15 again.. I was nervous during the rush, so i would like to get over that... BTW: Can you (or) someone tell me, as I find it hard to get this stuff.. how long would it stay "good" if I just hid some away? Does mdma expire, or oxidise, loose its quality? Thanks man Soc
Daisymelan, Acctually, my wife did not do some with me (she just smoked) - however - She is so happy with me.. she has been saying "I'm back".
I'm very happy that MDMA has affected your life this positively It's an incredibly beautiful molecule that could change the world. MDMA will stay forever, just keep it in a dark cool place, reasonably airtight. 150mg for your next dose is a good step. Though if you want to really experience a RUSH (but sex may be difficult, due to amphetamine dick + rolling so hard you orgasm just looking at your wife) take like 400mg. It's insane though, I'm warning you
definately wait 3+ months. but you can buy in bulk, just keep it like acid and it will stay fresh. this makes me smile thinking of my first time. just keep it up with the positivity, don't give in to the unnecessary evils that will try to lure you away from your path.
This is a great thread! Socratz, remember you can take 150mg and redoes 50mg when you feel you want or need to. I usually take 200mg and redose when I am "peaking" so it kicks in before I start coming down. My husband and I use MDMA to reconnect all the time. It really lets us open up and communicate very well. He only takes 1/2 or less the amount than me, because that is all that he can handle. Maybe see if your wife will try some with you next time, in smaller amounts until she feels comfortable. I highly reccomend the both of you do it.
I do definately feel a "buzz" i know im high. especially when your not really paying attention to the actual high then notice it and think about what just previously happened. But it defiantely is a very different high compared to weed, mushrooms, lsd, etc but that is rolling right there you experienced but i think you should have definately felt maybe something a little more or different. especially on 100mg your first time. my recommendation though for next time is get some 5-htp pills and take one or two an hour before you roll and then take 200mg mdma and then an hour or so later take 199mg more and so on so on if you feel comfortable enough. personally i take alot more then that though.
