Okay... so, if you've come about masturbation as a kid by accident... you know the story you were just playing and one thing led to another.... do you wish you could go back to that first time stage and do it again or even do things differently?
I don't wish things happen differently, but I do wish I could relive the first few weeks of discovering it. Those were the most fun, since everything was new.
Regrettably those first-time experiences are, by definition, the moments of fascination, fear & exhilaration once, which at the time are all such mind blowingly new physical sensations & so mentally arousing that anything else after that takes second place, which is all the more reason why we hold the memories so dear. Occasionally I am fortunate enough to experience those half-asleep / half-awake 'Waking Dream' states, where although I am dreaming, I can be consciously aware that I am dreaming & in certain circumstances be able to take control of the dream, or even what dreams I choose to have. A common one, for instance, is being able to fly, but wherever possible I try to relive some of those first time moments, such as my first experience at masturbating - the very moment of penetration, while losing my virginity - reaching an orgasm from prostate stimulation from receiving anal - the additional tightness of giving anal - that first taste of a vagina when giving oral & that first sensation of a mouth around my penis when receiving oral.
Why? I have much more fun masturbating now than I did then. I'm so much better at it now, an cum much harder. The only thing I miss is being able to masturbate as often as I did then.
yeah, I'd say no. my first time kind of hurt... I think it was a combination of doing it wrong, and popping some sort of wang hymen. whatever it was. It definitely felt better as time moved on.
Actually, my first time kinda hurt before the spurt and wasn't that memorable - but the next few weeks I was a kid with a new toy. I miss getting boners that were so hard they started to hurt and I miss the intense orgasms that would shoot two feet or more.