i hooked up with my ex last night >< i really didnt want too i just wanted to chill but she kept coming on to me so hard, stroking my chest and shit and looking me in the eye for real long time and was like i dont wanna go home tonight and FUCK. what was i sposed to do? i couldnt just not fuck her when she was there ready to go. idk it was a mistake definitely
Haha, dude I did the same thing before. I didn't want to get back with my ex, but I felt bad because she really wanted to hang out and I had been avoiding her. She was throwing around the old "we used to talk about everything, you were my best friend" lines so I finally caved, went to her place to watch a movie. I even sat on a different couch than her unlike how we used to watch movies just to establish my intent. Haha she just got up and moved to my couch, even though she had said in the past that she didn't think it was a comfortable couch and wouldn't sit there. I knew it was on then, and I felt like I should leave, but I was also horny. Getting to the point, after she was putting heavy moves on me, I finally kissed her and things expanded quite rapidly from there. The next morning I basically told her there was too much love/hate in the relationship, and that I would always feel conflicted about my feelings toward her and that would be unfair. We still catch up randomly, but we don't talk much anymore. Sometimes that's what it takes.
she just called me on the way to school crying and saying she just broke up with her bf >< fuck shit ass. idk what to do man this fucking sucks. im gonna go home as soon as i get out of this bullshit class and eat some mushrooms
joker, that's very true. And dude, she called you crying? Haha that fucking sucks. It sounds like she thinks you two are going to get back together haha.
lol she played him hook line and sinker... she made sure she had somewhere to fall before she jumped out of the relationship
and shes been doing this for 2 years! shes kept me around when she had bfs and would cheat on them with me and never break up with them, i honestly thought i could have a guilt free fuck and she wouldnt break up with her bf but she did! she alwayts calls me crying, shes truly mentally unstable and DAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
it's your problem and your problem alone dude.. no reason to blame her for being "mental" and dumb.. in the end.. whos the dumb one now?
we only dated for a month and she fucked me over numerous times and your right it is my problem and it was a dumb mistake but idk i was hopin for a little support from the forums
hahahahaha yeah thanks joker. idk we talked last night about just being friends for awhile so at some point i think i can say im happy with us being friends. idk im just gonna try not to worry about it
shit ur right. thats the formula isnt it? well when the time comes to tell her ill know. part of the reason i dont really want her is cuz theres this gorgeous girl at my school i met that im absolutely in love with but idk if anythigns gonna happen with it. shes like out of my league but we really connect and have a lot of fun blazing together and stuff and idk. i really think i shud move on regardless of whether this girl likes me or not just because literally ive been dealing with my ex for 2 years thinking we were going to get back together and never doing it and fighting and then telling eachother we love one another. she brings a lot of drama in my life with her daily problems and stuff and while im willing to listen and be a good friend it just starts to effect me and i cant deal with it.
dude run far, far away. hahaha no seriously though, just be straight up with her and don't get sucked into it again.
ok after reading this i stick with my advice above and would like to add.. it sounds like you could have a good thing goin on with this gorgeous chick and i think you should keep that going. connect with other souls and see who inspires you and makes you feel alive. sounds like the ex is not that type of person. time to break free of the influence this ex has over you and do your own thing. best wishes :cheers2:
