Hey guys... I just had a real cool experience. Two weekends ago, I had a very nice MDMA experience... it was my first "decent" dose.. other than 1/2 pills at festivals, etc.. I have found that since that time, so many little things have changed in my life. One of those things were that I stopped smoking weed during the week. I was smoking daily, eating cookies (as i found it stronger, and helped the tollerance), and was basically a basketcase after work (long stressful days, comute, polotics, etc).... So, today I smoked a bowl with my wife, and she wanted to konw what mdma felt like... Today I think I can try and explain how it felt to me. I was a mess. I took this substance thinking I would chill, and have some fun. What happend was, I originally got sick, so I was lying down on the couch, as I felt nausiated.. I never noticed when the nausia left.. but it was like I "woke up", and noticed I was talking to my wife about things I could never say to people. I opend up but I also changed for the better since that night... Yet I was compleatly and totally myself.. not messed up in the head in any way.. more normal than I have ever felt... I told my wife that when it hit me, it felt like - I was normal again.. and my old life seemed like it was a mess.... I discovered that it was easy to change all that... it was like so much was lifted from me.. and I was able to clean a lot of things up... I kinad feel I'm still grasping for things from that night. Sorry guys.. its been a long two weeks... it all started from molly... that night.. I don't know if this is normal, if it happens a lot, or if it was just my time to change... but wanted to share this with you gusy. Peace Soc
Yea man... You know, last night we talked about it more than perhaps we did over the last 2 weeks. On this forum, I don't think I am doing a good job descring what happend... its all the little things... (I have coffee with my wife before I leave for work in the morning, we do things again with the kids every day, its like we have our lives back), before we were just foggy and groggy day to day... I know cutting back on the weed to weekends only had a lot do do with the changes, but after years of being a cronic... one night changed that. I saw a video a while back: Peter Jennings: Ecstacy Rising... its on you tube. They were showing a woman who used it to get over a rape... and I was so blown away that it fixed my problems... (duhh Anyhow, hopefully next time will be to reflect, and just have fun... last time was to save my life from the direction I was going... Thanks Writer... you are so aweosme on this forum btw Peace Soc
Thanks brother you are a solid guy too. I know what you mean by "all the little things". That's how it all comes out, that's how your surprise yourself. And it seems to easy now doesn't it, so obvious, like why wasn't I doing this before? Why was I doing it the wrong way? Sometimes we fall into bad patterns and it just takes a little push to get us back right . . . MDMA is a great, great pusher. If you want a more easy-going fun session, which I do recommend, I suggest you actually increase your dose (to around 300mg or .3). Higher doses are so overwhelmingly ecstatic and orgasmic that you really won't have much time for emotional work, you'll be so overwhelmed by sensations and just living that you'll laugh at what you discover about yourself during it. Good luck remembering it though, I find MDMA causes amnesia more strongly than almost any drug I've ever tried.
Hey Mr. Writer, thanks man, and I agreee.. this would do a lot of great things for people.. I would also love to try a .3, but, I am quite nervous about ever doing that. When I did the .15 - the wave of "heat" and the extream sweating was so intence at the beginning... That would worry me about doubling my dose... would that also increaes the negative "come up" effects? or is that as bad as it gets? Thanks man s
Well I don't know how bad your hyperthermia and sweating was, maybe you are sensitive to those side effects, in which case I would recommend going up slowly, in .05 intervals. Maybe you should just have a bucket of ice water near you during the trip to splash your face and play with while rolling. 99% though it's just your subjective interpretation of a very modest temperature increase. Sensations are all amplified on molly, so the slight body temperature increase may just be perceived as extreme. It's like this other drug, DPT. Every time you do it, it feels like you're having a heart attack. But when you actually measure your heart vitals they are perfectly fine . . . it's just the drug affecting your ability to assess the status of your body. The side effects do generally rise linearly with the dosage though, but the overheating doesn't really get much worse, you'll just notice stronger teeth grinding / yawning and eye twitching / rolling.
I love you guys haha! I was rolling the other night with my friend, and he slammed me with the most profound life story, tying into my life and my associations. Haha this dude changed my life and Im starting to believe in "destiny".
cool topic, i have never tried it but just scored some orange ladies. I need to get a day when im off now lol
I am different in sooo many ways from my recent experiences with both molly and pressed pills. I did one hit of absolutely bomb molly in Seattle this last spring, and I look at life with a completely different perspective now. I went from being shy and introverted to enjoying people, loving putting myself out there....and enjoying the little things.
il tell you what pure mdma did for me in the 80s when shit was legal were getting all kinds of weird designer drugs then---- any way---it cured me of racism and predjuice---even LSD didnt do a lasting job on that----but the pure---just pure love without the trip and to this day---i cant really hate---hate is abstract to me ---and this is 2o something years later and still remember my couple grams of pure
Actually you should save the day you are off for the day after you take me, it sucks working the day after Rolling. I've never had molly and I don't know i am a bit skeptical about it. I have actually had good luck with pressed pills i would say about an 85% success rate. Some of that may be placebo and I know i have gotten things like MDA before which i actually prefer to MDMA eventhough it's slightly more neurotoxic. Ecstasy is a love/hate relationship with me, I have met and opened up to some people in ways i never thought I could before and made friends with people i never thought i would, but i've also probably lost some friends who are more straight and i kind of opened up a bit too early and too much. I suggest everyone try at least one Rave doing mdma but i prefer rolling with a close group of friends now.
Hey man, Make sure you do some reading... its not a high like you may think it would be... it seems like if nothing was going around you (chilling convo, music, etc), I don't think you would get much out of it... its what it made me (my true self)... Anyhow, have fun man, make sure you read as much as you can.. its not suppose to be that great if you just find a day off w/ nothing stimulating going on.. (not like weed).
That is beatiful man... You know, many weeks later, I still am touched thinking of what this thing was all about... man, what a great gift... glad to hear things are good for you now Mc peace
it changed my life as well! I had been doing it every couple of weeks for about 3 months and every experience that I had made me stronger and feel better about myself as a person.
