So I picked up a quarter gram of smack a couple weeks ago. I tried it for my first time on monday, but I did more than I should have for very good gear and barely any tolerance. I have only done Codeine a handful of times and Opium about 6-10 times smoking it and tea. I did 25mg of very pure H. I was fine to start with and faded out into a very pleasant state. Biggest mistake was snorting the second pile. I had some idea like I should just do 25mg for my first time, but I had 17mg in my first pile and the rest in another incase it didn''t hit me strong enough. Now I didn't even wait but 20 minutes for me to snort the second pile as by that point I figured ahhh - fuck it already weighed out. Not a good plan for someone non tolerant. I ended up with a hefty bout of nauseau that was countered luckily by the good quality and pleasant effects and numbing. However I ended up puking my absolute guts out. I have a good will power and i know when to stop. But I have certainly been craving it since then. I am wondering if I took another 15mg today would it help me taper down or would I just be craving even more the next day. I will have benzos to help me with withdrawal next week but I have nothing but very potent weed for now which does help. Opinions please?
Exactly what this guy said. A strong will power will not be enough when you suffer WD's. I tried to "will" myself clean but instead i broke down and banged the hydromorphone.
it CAN be done, but yeah, what they sez... i fell into the heroiin hole, took 3 years, over 100,000 bux and a few trips to jail and living on the street for me to decide i was done. its a lifelong choice for most. even if 'clean' as i am. you still have that pull somewhere, somehow. i love dope, two months clean tho...
Not to be a dick but is that a serious question? How would that help at all? You'd have more left over if you did the 15mg and you'd probably just be like fuck it what the hell and do more. Just stay without using for a little. You already started... and you'll keep your stash!
Damn that is a drastic leap, Codeine to H?? For your own good man, dont even do it again. Your just asking to get addicted. Just avoid the shit, you will thank yourself later.
