I don't know how and I don't know why... The day before he told me that he loves me so much... The week before he gave me a book and on the first page he had written "I'll always love you".. It's weird, but I know that he felt this way... And the day he told me he doesn't feel any love for me no more, he explained to me that it's been a while since he wasn't sure if he loves me or not. he told me that there were some days when he loved me and other when he couldn't stand me next to him.. And he was lying and then he felt ashamed for hurting me like that.. He told me he wanted to do the right thing... That I'll find someone else and that I'll be happy. Last week, he called me everyday, at first because he knew that I got sick because I couldn't eat, but then just to talk to me... He told me he misses me, but not as a lover or a girlfriend. I couldn't stand those conversations so I asked him not to call me any more. I told him that I'll call him when I'll feel better. But it hurts like hell. I love him too much. I love him even though I know he lied me with weeks, maybe months. I even begged him, the first day.. Why isn't love enough??
sounds like he was in love with the idea of being in love, rather in a "real" relationship. It happens, and it's better to get out.
I think I know how you feel. I was with a woman that I definitely could have spent my life with, and she would tell me that she didn't care what happened for the rest of her life as long as she was with me. She told me that she wanted to be with me forever and then a week later she left me. I know you probably don't want to hear it now ( I didn't want to hear it when people said it to me after she left me) but you will find someone else and you will be happy again. Drumminmama is probably right, it sounds like it has more to do with whats going on in his head, rather than anything about you. I hope you can move on and be happy, for some people love is enough.
I did this to my ex girlfriend. Not on purpose like, "My evil plan is to hurt you!!" But throughout that relationship I broke up with her 5 different times. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling, I'm glad I'm not with her anymore though. Once you get through those painful feelings you open yourself up to much more beautiful ones, believe me there :]
I like VolcomStoner's response, particularly the last line, so I'll just echo it: "Once you get through those painful feelings you open yourself up to much more beautiful ones, believe me there :]"
I believe that what comes fast goes fast. What happened between u and him might not be a LOVE as drumminmama said he may like the idea for being in love as i see u r only 20 years old u will forget about that love sooner and u will find a person wh really deserves u and your love i totally understand what u r going through but it is not the end of the life I know honey no one could imagine what ur feeling but u and no word in the life could relieve your pain but look at yourself and your life good luck
Here I am again, a month later. I promised myself that next time I'll write here only when I'd feel better. And I do, I feel much better, I'm learning to live without him and I think that soon I'll be complitely OK. I still love him and I still can't imagine myself with someone else... But, there is a New Year comming. I'll do my best to find happiness once again. Thank guys, you're magnifiques!!!
