this isnt really a confession, but its one of those little things that i never really share with people...its weird. well, i have very strong attractions to certain things. not a sexual attraction, just pure fascination. For some reason, the faces of elderly people, and young children just amaze me. im not sure why, but its just amazing to me the way those two complete opposites can exude such a strange characteristic impression. im not sure if you will know what i mean by this. elderly people seem to be at peace with life, as young children are. i think somehow, that an elderly persons last years of life are just one countinous moment, the moment poised on the edge of eternal tranquility. and i think that is what i am seeing, that feeling. at least that is what i would like to think someones last years are like. you know, happy and at peace with everything. its kind of hard to explain. on a childs face, i see signs of life, freedom and innocence, as many people see in children. well, its kind of the same thing with old people. only its those same signs of life coming in its full circle. okay is this weird? jesus christ, i didnt realize this was so long. sorry.
children are vile creatues. as are the eldery. i sya we mount all their heads on a plaque and then you can have a better look at them
I understand completely what you are talking about. When your young your nieve to the many cruel things life brings forth, yet when your older and have experienced it you seem at rest and completed (not in all cases) lol but i do unerstand what you mean, and i thinkit's awesome that theres people like you out there observing things like that