Musical Identities Tearing me Apart

That happened to me a couple years ago when I began losing interest in metal. It is pretty dumb but sometimes there's not a whole lot you can do. I listen to a lot of different shit now. No particular style really dominates. When I'm chilling with my friends we like to listen to poppy songs, but ones that still have substance, like Vampire Weekend, Justice, Bright Eyes and Regina Spektor. But recently I've been feeling comfortable enough to play songs that I enjoy in solitude (not that I don't dig any of the aforementioned by myself, because I do) that aren't so abrasive and essentially designed to be off putting. Last Tuesday me and some friends were tripping on shrooms and I played the first six minutes and thirty seconds of Godspeed You! Black Emperor's Storm. It was something I've always wanted to do while tripping and my friends liked it, phew.

Yea sorry I'm high and got distracted. anyway the point is, fuck it. what would be so bad about being an indie kid anyway? stereotypes are dumb but unavoidable, sometimes its best to just not think of them. listen to what you like and like what you listen to.

 

Sleep are alright. I really need to be smoking to listen to them though, but I guess that goes without saying.

 

I listen to all sorts of music. I don't feel split in how to dress or act though, I just dress and act how I want to dress and act. I do have long hair and used to wear band T-Shirts (Metal), but now I just where whatever. I honestly couldn't care less.



Saying that, I have long hair, and I really want to cut it. But I am pretty scared too as I can't remember what I looked like before hand and I have grown really attached to it (Had it for probably 4 years now)

 

Me too. Last time I got a haircut was 7th grade (I'm a senior now) and it was a tragic experience, so I never did it again. Part of me wants to cut it, but the other part wants it for the rest of my life.

And I don't wear the mega skinnies, I just find that they fit my body type nice, and baggy clothes began to get boring after 16 years.

 

And Sleep is badass, but funeral doom is better.

 

heavy metal is a lifestyle, dont get involved if you dont wanna dedicate, plain and simple

 

this whole thread is almost unnecessary.

my advice... listen to whatever the fuck you want and ignore BSR. he's sort of stubborn.

 

You're pretty.

 

Its kinda hard to do that when theres no local scene whatsoever, let alone any shows in a driveable distance.

 

i understand im in the same boat, but im also a fuckin huge fan of hardcore and the hardcore scene around my way is sick so i go out to alot of their shows..hopefully my band will pick up the metal scene here when we start gigging

 

Thats the thing, the hardcore/deathcore/metalcore scene where I live is statewide, and everyone's a fucking asshole. Sure its brutal as shit, but I don't go to shows to get kicked in the face.

 

Pussy.

 

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so are you.

 

Let's make little non-****** children.

 

Modernized Core is for fags.

Me and my buddies are going to see Cannibal Corpse on the 16th. I really hope none of them try to throw down in the pit because they'll be torn apart like a piece of meat in piranha infested water.

They've only seen bands like Despised Icon, The Acacia Strain, and shit like that. When they see a REAL pit like Cannibal Corpse they will shit themselves.

Hell, even I'm gonna shit myself..... But then I'll cut off someones head and shove the shit right down their neck in true Corpsegrinder fashion.

 

Dying Fetus?

...Wait... Nevermind... Sounds like it could be one of their songs though. :smilielol5:

 

lol dude. i have thoughts like that to. like i picture myself edoin different shit with different i guess because of the stigmas attached to that particular music. haha. funny how that'll mess with your head.

 

I hate Hardcore, and Hardcore dancing has to be the worst thing known to man. Give me a slam pit any day. Its always amusing when you have a hardcore dancer in the middle of a pit before they get taken out for swinging about their fists in the air or punching the ground like a bell end.

 

i live in the ghetto of chicago, and my white-ness is a minority in my school. the blackness has rubbed off onto my dna. (its what really happened to michael jackson and sammy sosa. white dna overpowered their black dna. i could make a slave joke, but that's in bad taste.) i'll probably have black babies, even though i'd never have sex with someone ghetto and nigga-licious.

i'm a bad candidate for your lovemaking plans.
plus i'm 17. AHHHHHH PEDOBEAR