I beginning to think everyone I hang around is fucking crazy, I know it... it's like I get around people and they have negative traits, and I just pick up on them, like it controls me. i've realized it now, and how to look for it and spot it, and how to react, kinda in a passive way, I just don't play into it, it's not my problem, it's yours, if your not gonna help yourself, then no one can help you... just fucking ask seriously, I'm a good guy. Everyone except a very select few, has been overly fuckin just crazy! Depressed all the time, lazy as fuck, manipulative assholes, they say you are who you hang with, im beginning to see that, I was so dumb for so many years. It is my fault for playing into it, I wasn't in the wise, but I just can't handle peoples personal demons anymore, it pisses me off. Any girl that has came on to me, totally just is crazy, anorexic, or got emotional problems, shit like that. Im getting to the point where I don't know who is cool and who is not, because everyone I know is fucked in the head. I really want good discretion in this, because if I don't it's gonna bring me down, and I can't handle it anymore... I just wish I could find some level headed people in this world, you know? Makes me kinda anti social. But hey, if you got to this point, cool. well peace.
haha... love the cheers smileys.. yeah dude, me too, im kinda scared to go out anymore, maybe i focus too much on negative traits... need to work on that understanding thing... now. okay. i wish all the cool ass people on the hipforums would all come over and like smoke and chill!!! lol. okay peace.
maybe because i dont know who i am? or maybe because thats who i am, and you have no right to comment on that... fuck you.? or maybe thankyou? im not quite sure yet...
yeah how can you deny your craziness just to point at others and deem them crazy? seems a bit hypocritical to me
