I dont know what the fuck to do anymore... Me, my mom and freddy is constantly fighting and i basically lost every bit of help i can get plus my job! I hate it here and i dont want to be here i just want to drop out of school and get the fuck out of here the only reason i have stayed is because of school and work but i just dont give a fuck anymore. They have been being assholes to me and my brother b.c saturday we hung out outside by a fire and had a little bit to drink but like it fuckin matters that we kiss their ass and have done nothing wrong?!!! They want everything out of me but cant do shit for me its like i fuck up once even though i never fucked up and its like the world is going to fucking end..... They can just shove everything up thier fucking asses. I just want to leave and go do something with myself somewheres else and never talk to any of them again!! I feel like im loosing something everyday and nothing gets better. Sorry i had to rant.
Wow, sorry to hear you are having troubles. I suggest you take a little me time and just get away to take a breath.
word...dropping out - sounds great im definitely going to pursue art college now that i just blew a couple grand on a class that didnt do anything at all for me. i literally knew everything that he "taught" yet didnt do well on tests because he would make the most absurd questions possible. fuck school! fuck the conventional system!
stay strong Jaz... this is a tough time for everyone.. and well sometimes shit gets thrown around.. economy is shit.. your mom just had a baby.. so that makes it even tougher on them.. im sure its just pent up frustration on both your ends.. just be passive about it.. and hang in there.. whatever you do.. dont drop out
I figure if i dropped out i can just go and get my GED? Then get prepared to move to Colorodo or something.... Its like theres still like another six months til graduation...... Such a long time.. i can always just go to Ritas after school and stay there til dark..... babysit for her and earn money that way.... Its just theres always been shit with my mom the same shit with my brothers.. the only reason hes here right now cause hes waiting on his settlement and once he gets that hes gone too.... She pushes all of us to the point where we want nothing to do with her.
think about how long is it until u graduate, and how much time u have after u graduate? school is important, go to classes that u want, i agree with fuck school, but i think its important to graduate, and it gives u many possibilities for a better future. unless u are not planning on goin to college. dont be angry, its not healthy for u. dont focus on what u hate, it bad for u and ur brain, the emotional levels, keeps u from focusing on the good stuff its very important for u to learn new stuff. its makes ur brain put stuff together. when u stop learning new stuff, thats when stuff disconnects .. + a joint + psychedelics will keep u sharp as shit intelligence is brilliant! dont put up with crap. thats how kids become like their parents, when they dont even know it. think about how u could argue forever, and not argue at all? when u are getting yelled at, and u are yelling back, how similar are u to the person that is yelling at u? (both doin the same thing)
Do not drop out. 6 months is not a long time in the span of a lifetime. If you really want a "way out" the best opinion is right in front of you, stay in school. It's free and opens many, many many more doors for you, more options and more "escape plans" once you graduate. I'd just lay as low as possible around your folks if they are just snapping on you for anything. they do have the new baby, so I'm sure they are stressed, not trying to defend them but hopefully after they get adjusted more to the baby, they will lay off you a bit. Good luck, keep your head up!
Spend the next 6 months babysitting and try to save some cash, then when you graduate you can go get a rocky mountain high in style. Graduating is pretty important, not trying to preach or nothing but your just better off. Like Stella said just lay low and try not to let things get you down. Hope you feel better.
You should go to the beach. Get a shitty get by job. And be a stoner. Thats what i want to do, and as soon as i can drive i might. This isn't the best advice someone could give, but it's the most simple. And im sorry about your situation Thanks, Rasta Fingers
i know some kids and also relatives who dropped out of school and they think it was one of the biggest mistakes of their lives.. trust me, you will be so glad someday that you graduated and put up with the shit you're going through. man up and push through these 6 months and you can walk w/your diploma in your hand, hold your head up high, and say FUCK YOU to everyone and everything. i was counting down the days til i graduated and could move out of my house, my family was fucked up too (except for my sis) and when that day finally came it was one of the best days of my life. stick to it and don't give up, we're here to support you girl eace:
Yeah don't drop out, but after highschool, going to a different place could be a great change. Just go find yourself somewhere? But defo on the highschool thing. If you don't, like dazed said, you'll probably regret it bro. Thanks, Rasta Fingers
first: dont drop out. a diploma is more respected than a ged on an application. anything to get an edge these days. second: colorado is expensive, lots of people, urban sprawl, ugh. but it depends where you go too, so if your hearts set, just start saving your money now. really. third: there is obviously more to the story, and a back history, etc, but what are YOU doing? as far as life lessons go, having a mom having a baby when you are old enough to really appreciate it is awesome. accept that your parents are stressed out (babies are really expensive you know) and try to help out in every way you can. not because they told you to, or you have to, but because it will help them. they raised you, took care of you, and you'll be out of there in 6 months right? so give them a chance to focus on the baby. offer to change diapers and things, ask questions. take out the trash when its full, just so someone else doesnt have to do it. your mom will certainly appreciate it, although she may not realize its you. what goes around comes around. i take out my moms trash all the time, just because my brothers still fail to see it there, growing over the lip of the can. and if you really feel you have been wronged, talk to them about it. in a calm and mature manner of course. usually my parents didnt realize i felt the way i did about things that happened, and things would even out. but definately dont cling to this anger and frustration, just find a way to deal with it. pick up a new hobby, preferably one you can purchase materials for cheap and then sell on etsy or something. if you build a backstock, you'll be all set. not a lot of income, but in this economy... well, you know. try and find a job that will support your hobby (braided rug making? a goodwill or a fabric store is a good choice. i just made a braided rug, so that comes to mind) whoops, train of thought crashed at the station. hope that helps a little.
Well both of my brothers dropped out and regrets it... one of them is in the process of getting his GED..... Thanks everyone you have given me some really good advice.. Well yea everything that has happened has a history.. And i have always tried to be as much help as possible and before i lost my job me and freddy had this thing planned out until he told me i can shove it all up my ass and we got intot hat fight... I try to talk to my mom but i reallly can't.. I can talk in a nice calm voice and not get mad but if i say the slightest thing of how i feel and she doesn't like it then like she willl go off on me and yell at me. So i gave up trying to talk to her it does no goood. I would say the best thing for me to do is stay in school and just spend a lot of time with rita.. shes more of a parent anyways.. and i would have opportunity to make money and save moneey. Thanks everyone. :grouphug: i love you sl.
i have a more accepting, and a less accepting set of parents. i put my foot down with the less accepting ones twice, once when i was 13 (moved to live with other parents) and again when my poppi died, just before i turned 18. i know how tough those arguments can be. i would say accept your lot with "quiet dignity and grace" and as much as you can kill with kindness. sickeningly sweet. they wont be able to stand you, and you will have done nothing wrong. if they refuse to talk to you like an adult, dont speak to them and just go about your behavior. nothing more frustrating than having someone ignore you and having nothing to complain about otherwise. so accept today, and make all your preparations for tomorrow now. you have 6 months. if you can find a job that will help monetarily obviously, but between work and school and avoiding pissing off your "grown ups" you have an opportunity to clear out the clutter of your past. and if your parents question you, tell them you have a right to be happy, and they are not conducive to that. with all due respect of course. save up your money, go through all your stuff, purge anything that doesnt make you happy or serve a purpose, and in 6 months youll have less crap to move, less crap left behind for them to stick in the attic, and a fresh start. if you are planning on moving out, you can make purchases for the future. linens, dishes that sort of thing. dowry items used to start being collected at like puberty, now you move out and go "crap, i gotta buy dishes and curtains and stuff!" create a 6 month buffer between your old life and your new. or dont, you know. not like im your boss. but its something to think of. and i recommend corelle for dishes. i bought a stoneware set, and they were just so heavy for everyday use. im a little toasted now, so i hope i make sense.
