I'm honest.

There it is, I'm not gonna bullshit you, I really don't have the time to, its a waste of my time...

I have my own goals, and my own plans for my own future, and they really don't involve you...

they don't involve my family, any "friends" or any girls that I think I might be in love with now...

honestly, I think people are just fuckin holdin me back, im stickin around with them, indulging them in doing their own thing, I could care less about any of em...

So I'm honest in the fact that i'm selfish, and i really dont have the time to deal with anyones bullshit along the way to where i wanna be.

I can't take controlling people, nice deeds in my opinion are not a reflection of a kind heart, they are a reflection of someone who is trying to hold me around because they can't stand to be alone, at least at this age anyway.

It's probably assumed that I hate people and despise relationships, when that could be further from the truth, im human, thats a tenet of being one, is being with others...

I just don't have time for em right now, life will sort itself out and who matters will come along soon enough, but for right now... im doing my thing, yours dosen't matter, do yours you'll be much happier in the long run...

okay well thats my confession, peace.

 

You're not special. You're not unique.

 

im just "honest"


you see? your judging me, your jumping to a conclusion based on a stigma attached to people at my age...

i get fun outta pokin fun at your waste of time and your judgemental mentality, i learn from it...

so quit jumpin to assumptions?

 

He wasn't judging.
He was just being honest.

 

i give it up... nice one.

i jumped to a conclusion, hum... or maybe not, i really dont know him to tell you. sure seemed like it though.

 

You're not really saying anything new, that's all.

 

Maybe this is all new to him.
He is 18, after all.

 

i felt if you didn't think i was trying to imply that i am original and all that, why would you have said it?


maybe i think too much, in case, thanks for clearing things up.

 

It's okay. I know what you're trying to say.

I think you'll reach a point in your life when you'll realize that talking about being honest is pretty useless. Honesty is just something you do.

 

I very much agree... I'm going through a very self reflective period right now, and it's just something i've realized, and hipforums is a very good outlet...

i do appreciate your honesty and wisdom very much. not a form of flattery, just at my age, you really do not find that many kind of people. Well, at most ages really, out of a bundle of dumb ones you'll find a smart one, but its rare.

 

I think I am smart enough to realise that for someone with such big goals, and such disappointment in the inferiority you call the human race- you should probably be off someone trying to achieve these things.

Stop condoning what you have said, or else it just starts to sound as though you were looking for a little attention!

 

Have sex with a 67 year old prostitute and kill your cat. Quickest way to enlightenment.

 

lol...

i do crave attention, i believe everyone does, or why would we socialize?

but as i said im going through a very self reflective time here, and i need an outlet, this is it, and I like the fact that you all can comment on my posts, and question my logic, before I take it out into the world...

Now I can get a little overboard in my views, obviously because im confused, just trying to work out this confusion...

any enlightenment on how I can stop feeling the need to defend myself would help... LOL.

 

It's really cool that you recognize that that is a problem at your age.

Just understand that our opinion of you has no real bearing on reality, or who you really are. There is no need to convince other people of your version of the truth, especially on the internet, but I do it anyway, for fun.

I would say more, but I'm falling asleep in my cereal.

Also...kill somebody.

 

Heh, no idea why you feel the need to defend yourself. Maybe it's a crime of passion, you just feel overly strong about your views and simply cannot stand the thought of anybody disagreeing. To be fair it's a breath of fresh air for someone at 18 to be as reflective.

However maybe Face Eater right, maybe you just need to kill somebody or something at least. It's a form of venting, can be seen as a positive as well as a negative

Was nearly the lost logical thing the chap said before he possibly drowned in his cereal milk

 

Sig'd.

 

You're not honest.

You wish you were though.

 

AGHHHHH KILL EM ALL!!!!!!


haha... i must not bet oo h onest sittin round the house all day, obviousl thats not what someone would want.

to be honest, bravesirrubin, you keep on questioning me, at first it kinda made me wanna kill you, but you make a whole lotta sense.

 

People usually have that initial reaction. 99% of them don't get past it though...

So congrats.

Your complimentary gift basket will arrive shortly.

 

IM SO EXCITED... haha.